Tony came over last night. i had the most awesome time in a while with him. We got to be alone..i mean..no dan, stephanie, melissa, ashley..n no brother (most of the time)..its good to be in his arms..n just talk..with no distractions..we get to be one on one. We get to do whatever we want..whenever we want without ppl syaing "get a room"..or staring..its just us. i like it that way once in a while. i like being with a big group too its just i like being alone too. He told me his favorite thing to do is hold me. it made me feel like i was special n needed in his arms. he wants to sing southside together somtime. hes like..i cant sing that good but ill try for you. awww *kiss* Me n my parents got in an arguement today about him..about how i dont need to see him everyday n all this other dumb shit..thats not true..i need to see him everyday..my day isnt complete if i cant see him. i dont wanna be away from him. i love spending time wiht him. he puts me in like the greatest mood. without him..i just mope around wishing he was there.. ..my parents did make a point though..im deff. seeing him tomarrow..n they said he can come over friday n come to the cottage with us till sunday. so thats n up. but i still wanna see him today too. dustin dropped out of summer school cuz he "cant pass" w.e..we have like 7 classes left n he quits..i tryed to tell him not to but its not my choice..stupid kid. well im really bored..n im sick of writing..ill write more later tonight n tell you about my day:) tony..i love you more then anything in the world n i truely need you by my side. id be nothing with you you