Tuesday-hmm..i cant remeber what happened on tuesday?! wow i really cant remember?! well i know i didnt see tony?! wow i seriously cant remember. this is fucking sad man. well im not ganna sit here n think anymore..lets move on. Wednesday-Half day of school. always nice. went to shadowbrook. Watched the patriot with dan n stephanie while tony played football. after that i went to watch him for alittle while. almost got stung by 2 bees. yeah. fucking asshole bees. walked around fer a bit. went down town after dan n stephanie decided they didnt want to. liars;) got some subs n a dounut. then tony baught me the new M-azing candy bar that was alright. wasnt the best but still good. i was having an awsome time with him. walked down to the play ground n hung out on the swings n had a contest who could go highest n then tony chickened out n stopped. haha cutie. played on the slides and tires. just a really good time. then he said somthing really gay so i walked away. then i said somthing really gay n he walked away after he put my sweatshirt int he road. then i started crying cuz im a douchebag like that:) then tony came back n we talked alittle n i was still being a douchbag:) after my douchbaggyness was over we actually talked about it n settled everything. it was alot longer and more dramatic then im making it sound. i just dont feel like dragging it out in my journal then gettig pissed/sad again. but yea..we walked home after that and saw some really cool old ppl who took like 3 mins to turn into the dollar store while tony was flicking them off behind my back. wow..it was funny though. saw eddie and talked to him fer alittle. then went back to shadowbrook around like 8.on our walk home i wanted to stop n hold him every five mintues. i was a wicked bitch all day n felt like shit for it. i wanted to make up for it but he said it was fine n he understood. so i guess its alright?! took a alk in the feild until craigy came running out of the bushes. haha it was funny cus he slipped like 3 tims in mud puddles. wow..i almost pissed myslef. then we layed in the road alittle while n watched the moon. very pretty. i coulnt stop going on about it. hes like "brittany, obviously you dont look in the mirror often cuz you would see that ur better then that. the moon isnt that special to me because i look at you everyday." i almost died right there. i couldnt stop smiling. ugh. hes the best. we layed there talking for about 40 mins until my mom came n got me:( then i went home n went to bed thinking about tony n how much i wanted him holding me all through the night. yeah..its nice to wish:( Thursday(today)-accidently woke up late to i came in like second period. tony was all sad that i was late cuz he didnt get to talk to me all morning. aww. poor baby. i looked good today. black shirt n my hair all straight and blowed dry with my make up. ugh. yeah thats right:D haha..just saying i felt confident. umm..got home n tony called m saying dustin is moving back around saturday. yeah. thats fucking cool. NOT. he needs to stay in navada..forever. its only ganna make tony feel shitty n i hate it when he does. but i guess we'll have to get use to it or just deal with it. went to my dads house n ate pizza n wings with My dad, Brother, Sherry and her son Justin. i really x3 sherry. i was scared i wouldnt like her but i do. shes wicked cute and very good for my dad. were all ganna carve pumpkins tomarrow and go to boo at the zoo with tony cuz were gana walk home from school:) this should be funn. then i went home n talked to tony some more n he should be calling me any minute cuz he had to eat some food b4 he could call so i think im ganna go. plus i have alittle h.w. that i should hav done ealier. oops. shhh. i love you more then anything tony n im excited for tomarrow.