Well lets see..yesterday I was so exctied for tony to come over. i couldnt wait. so i was sitting there by the window n all the sudden i saw his car pull up n i got scared n ran downstairs to make like i didnt see him. haha then im like ahhh mom im scared n shes like britt..its ok its ok..go upstairs. so i walk upstairs n i see tony standing in my kitchen with 6 pink roses. i ran to him n hugged him for the longest time. like 5 mins maybe? n he was like britt look..i got you flowers. but i still didnt stop holding him. i wanted that one moment to last forever. it seemed as though i hadnt seen him in months. idk what it was but wow. then i took the flowers from them n smelled them. they smelled amazing. no one has ever done that for me n i wasnt expecting it. He also had a single white n pink rose for my mom just cuz he felt like doing somthing for her too n i think he also did that cuz he felt bad that i got grounded er somthing?! then like we were stting there like 20 mins later, n he pulled out a bag from hot topic. i was like umm..whats that?! n hes like open it..i opened it n there was 4 belly button rings inside. they were all butterlfies but diffent colors. pink, purple, clear n green. n they had like sparkles n "dimonds" on them. ugh. i loved them. i was shocked. he was seriously going all out for me today. n he said he still had one more suprise for me. so yea..i was pretty siked n felt bad @ the same time that he was doing all this. The whole time we just hung around. Watched the movie "Now n Then". Good movie. We cuddled:) umm lets see..hung around on the computer n watched tv on the beanbag together. We made this apple pie together. good stuff. we couldnt eat it till later little did i know why. Everything was just perfect the whole day. just perfect. not one thing went wrong the whole day. no little fights or dumb convos. its just ugh. everything was awesome. He looked amazing. Black n white echo tshirt, black cacky shorts n his new black n white nikes. always a plus to see him in that although he looks just completely stunning in anything:) When we were in the basement my brother came down n hes like my mom wants you tony. so tony smiled n went upstairs. Then like 10 mins later he comes back down n hes like britt..lets go upstairs, n i just smiled. he grabbed my hand n led me up the stairs..n i walked up n my jaw just completly dropped wide open. Everything was dark..all the lights were turned off n when i turned the corner there was a few candles lit, 1 i particularly recognized from tonys bedroom. (the one thats blue with the moons n stars i think, that he informed me he got @ AC moor for $4.99 like 5 years ago. lol) anyways..Next to his moms favorite candle Was alittle Rossis pizza box and some orange soda and one glass. There was 2 plates set up across from eachother in the dining room with 4 candles on the table. He pulled out my chair n i sat in it n he pushed it in for me. he was the perfect gentalmen..(well most of the time but we'll get to that later haha) He popped in the yellow card CD which is always a plus. we love them. it was very low. just enough to hear it over the talking @ dinner. @ first..i couldnt eat. i couldnt even think about eating. i could only stare @ him with this huge smile on my face. I couldnt stop grinning n having my childish nervous laugh. i felt so shy n little girlish. idk..but i didnt know how to act. no one has ever done that for me b4. ever. he held my hand like the whole way through dinner n we just told eachother how much we loved eachother. After we each had 2 pieces of pizza..he grabbed both our plates n got up n got some apple pie for us:) i guess thats why he didnt want me to eat any b4. haha then we had some of that. it was good. i liked it. we did a good job with it. perfect team me n him:) He started laughing @ something n spit apple pie all over the table and me. that was fucking romantic lemme tell you;) haha then he farted loud. idk..but wow. it was funny. it still didnt ruin my moment though. i was still all lost n stuff n amazed by him. :) My mom Left us alone. Her n Zack Left to go to Nicks house for like an hour or so n let tony do his thing. that ment alot..im glad. Then i brang him into the pitch black living room. we layed on the couch for alittle while just cuddling n talking. after like 5 mins i told him i wanted to go out side n lay in the grass n look @ the stars. we went to the window to look but it was a VERY cloudy night. there was no stars. so im like aww man. that sucks. but then he grabbed me. n we held eachother. n we slowly started moving to the beat of the music. it turned into dancing. thats the first time i have ever had a dance with someone in my house. I mean..i have danced with a guy one time but it was nothing specical..i didnt even think so @ the time. but this..wow. just moving to the beat with him..me in his arms, holding, kissing, the i love yous, my head on his shoulders, the music. everything. n sometimes he would just like..idk pick me up n swing me around n idk it was just perfect. something that will stay in my heart forever. no one has ever done somthing for me that special b4. I had tears in my eyes when this was all happening. the grins n tears just kept coming. i loved it. he is the sweetest guy i have ever known. While we were dancing we saw Melissa, Ashley n Jordan Pass by. they were watching us but i have more about that later. haha losers After that My mom n Zack walked in. we kept dancing. like they werent even there. i dont think either of us cared that much. we just kept doing what we were doing. it was the best. i didnt want i to end. but unfortanatly it had to cuz my mom turnd on the effing light:-/ o well..then me n tony went down stairs n cuddled somemore. thats always good. tony is the most amazing sweetest guy i have ever met in my entire life. i know hes the one for me. i know it. no one has ever treated me this good b4. i have never got this incredible feeling come over me when im near a guy b4. Hes ugh. i dont even know. its just idk. i love him. i more inlove then i can ever be in a lifetime. i wanna do everything with him. i wanna live together, i wanna go to the beach with him, i wanna go scuba diving with him haha. tony..i love you so much. thank you for everything you have donw for me tonight. it was unforgettable. it will live on with me no matter what n i will never let myself forget how amazing you are. im so inlove with you. you have my heart for as long as you want it..n i know it will be along time. me n you are ment to be. When me n tony walked upstairs around 930 to begin our little walk, zack said that we should look in the fridge. so we did n there was a plate with a green wrap over it with alittle note/card. The card said Happy 6 months Brittany & Tony. n then when you opened it, it was something like "We know you guys can make it. You will last." n what really stuck out to me was "tony..thanks for making our best friend smile again, it means so much to us. my mom made a dessert n we though you guys might want some. love melissa n ashley." I was liek omg i have the most awseom friends in the world. they mean so much to me..n tonys like yea that was really nice of them to do that for us. we tried some of the dessert. it was peanut butter, chocolate n grahm cracker. it was the fucking shit man. looked nasty but it was madd good. so then on our walk we stopped bye jordans to thank Melissa n Ashley for the food n card. n by the way..the card is hanging on my fridge now:) then we just continued our walk back to my house n hung out alittle more there until his mom came @ almost mindight. That was pretty cool of her to come that late. Really appriciate that one. We all talked for like 10 mins or somthing n then me n tony said our goodbyes. his mom called him romeo. haha it was cute. but wow..i didnt want him to leave. the night was perfect n i didnt want it to end. ugh. i cant even explain how happy i was. i cant remeber being that happy in so long. after tony left i called melissa n met her on harding n walked back to my house. we had some more pizza n watched rosanne (best fucking show ever)..stayed on the comp. talked abuot *quiver Quiver* for like an hour. funny funny shit. Melissa come quick from the closet. haha wow. good times. then we went to bed around like 4? idk. but i had a dream abour tony. im not ganna explain it but it turned out to be a bad one @ first then amazing @ the end. haha dont ask. but yea..thats the end of my WONDERFUL day. ill write more today..so yea:) I Love you more then Anything tony. I always will. no matter what. n i will always remeber what you did for me. always. it ment so much to me i can even explain. i love youu p.s. this was the longest fucking entry i have ever made in my whole entire life. just thought id share.