Havnt wrote in alittle while. just have been busy n not in the mood to sit down n take the time to do this..so i figured it was time now. Saturday-Tony came over n hung out with me for alittle while. Played some video games while My butt was hurting:( haha Went to go see the best movie; "saw". it was wicked good. That was my First movie with Tony alone. Usally our friends go with us but this time we were alone. It was also my first time going to the movie with him at night. we always go during the afternoon. wow and theres more..it was my frist time getting into the movies to see an R rated movie besides the passion which i saw with my mom. haha Tonys 18 so he got me in! yay tony was holding me through the whole thing with some ocasional "i love yous" those always make me grin:D This movie was seriously wicked good though. tony wants to buy it now. After the movie we went to walmart for alittle while n then wtahced some fat ppl try to sqeeze into one taxi along with there groceries. pretty cool:) then his mom came n picked us up around 1030 n dropped me back off at my house. that was my day on saturday. pretty good day might i say. Yesterday..Sunday(Halloween)-Tony Came over around 1 n hung out with me for alittle while. Played some video games. hung out on the couch n fell asleep:) i finally took my shower @ like 430 todo some good ol' trick or treating. haha tony wore a green wig and some beads. haha it was funny. he made me bring a jason mask which i only wore for like 5 mins. i put it in my bag after alittle while n just called myself a cheerleader cuz i happend to be wearing my cheerleading sweatshirt. It was Me, Tony, Zack, Nick, Ryan and then later we met up with Willie, steve and some other kid. Willie chucked n egg at nicks head. omg it was so funny. everyone was laughing. after we Went to the apartment buildings but it didnt work out too good. haha oh well. then we just went home. counted n traded candy n layed on the couch for a movie around 9. after the movie we just hung out with all the lights off n no noise until his mom came around 1120. we both fell asleep again. i love it when we do that. but yea, that was pretty much my day. i went to sleep RIGHT after. Monday(today)-Got the homecoming pictures that we had taken of us at the dance today. they just came in. they turned out wicked good. my mom brought home a frame for me. its like a light wood one. its pretty. My dad came over n told me he was crying on halloween (yesterday) because it was his first halloween without us. i felt bad for him. then zacks friend gary came over n my dad was abotu to break down into tears so he left. he winked at me b4 he walked out the door and a drop of water landed on his sweatshirt. it was nice and sad at the same time. i x3 my dad but sometimes he can be so maen n i talk so much shit about him. Talked to tony online most of the day. tony made me do my essay though. i only did 3 paragraphs though. ill do the next 2 tomorrow. Dustin called from nevada which i thought he was back in New York by now anyways. Tony hates it when he calls me because out of all the people in the world he calls me. i know i would be reacting the same way or worse if it was flipped around. i know it. so i cant say anything. He has nothing to worry about though. im so deeply inlove with tony i cant even explain it. hes everything to me and i dont even look at anyone else. tonys in a completly different light. well tonys supossed to call in a few minutes so im ganna go. ill see how this turns out:(..write more tomarrow.