Saturday-wicked good day. Went to shadowbrook. Me n tony had a "picnic" in the road. haha it was cute. then went to the gas station n got some pizza with a drink. talked to brenda peterson fer alittle while. she works there now i guess?! after the gas station we went to the play ground. tony pushed me on the swing n we played follow the leader. haha it was so fun though. then we went to the bridge. Sat there fer alittle while in the tunnnle. then went on this little tiny bridge thing n sat there fer alittle while. everything was perfect. such a good time x3 then we walked back n tonys mom gave me a ride home. Got there n gary n G3 was there to leave for tioga gardens. got there n waited in line forever. we went in the haunted house first. wicked scary. had a good time. adrian was in our group. stupid slut. then we wrnt through the black hole which is somthing you stand in and the walls move which makes you think ur moving. very interasting. i liked it. got some hot chocolate n a cookie for the line to the haunted hay ride. it was that great. highland park was better to me. oh well. still a good time. got to know G3 better n thats good cuz i will be seeing alot more of him. i wish tony could have went with us though. got home n talked to tony n him n dan got in a fight. yea. that sucked. perfect day=shattered. oh well. went to bed soon after that anyways. Sunday-Tonys mom came n picked us up around 12 to go to the cheerleading competition. i had such a good time. i was on the edge of my seat the whole time. i heart cheerleading. im so glad tony went with me. by the way..we talked about last night n everythings fine:) umm..ME jv got 1st place and ME varsity got 5th place. they all did really good. CV varsity got first. they deserved it. broadway style is always creative. UE varsity got 2ond. thank god. im sick of them winning. after that we walked around binghamton fer a while. We went to boscovs n tony baught me a bear n i baught him this bird thing he wanted haha. the birds name is scoop and dont ask but my bears name is "poopie puddles". BIG story behind it which im not going into. then we walked over to the bridge over the river. watched the ducks n stuff. i was communicating with them. haha. it was wicked funny. ppl stared at me *frown* then my mom came n picked us up. we went to my house after finding out my mom baught a tredmill. haha retard x3 we just chilled at my house for the rest of the day. i cant remeber if we went on a walk or not. oh yea..we did. we walked past melissas house:) hehe then we went home. zack was being a faggot n tony was getting mad. more then me. yea it sucked. then we took tony home around 9. came back here n just went to bed. Monday(yesterday)-I was wicked sick. My nose wouldnt stop running n my eyes were always red. yesterday sucked really bad. i was crying 3rd period, almost 5th and activity period and even on to the bus. ugh. shit needs to stop. im sick of my stomach knotting up. im not going into details but yea..me n tony are upset right now. not at eachother. were perfect..just some other stuff. yea. it needs to end. got home n waited for tony to get online. he never came. i had to go to my dads house at 5. i met his girl friend sherry ann and her son justin. nice ppl. i like her. shes nice but shy. had a good dinner. told my cousin to bring me home cuz i didnt wanna stay anymore. got home around like 730. talked to tony somemore. he was being really nice. sweet things n all. then his mom came n got him?! i guess they had to take eric to the hospital. i felt really bad. so tony spent the night at his house alone. poor kid. right after that i talked to gary alittle bit more n went to bed. i woke up around 11 to my cell ringing n it was tony. he wanted to say goodnight and that he loves me. it made me feel so special. i didnt give a shit that he woke me up. i was so happy just to hear from him. but im out. i got my weekly report today n my mom just walked in the door. i have to talk to her about it cuz if its bad then i cant go to shadowbrook tomarrow on the half day. so ill write more later. i love you more then anything tony.