yesterday..after a gay day @ school i went to shadowbrooook.:) that always makes me feel soooo good. i love it there n i never wanna leave once im there. sometimes i feel like im on vacation there, i get away form everything @ my house n just chill. idk. we chilled @ dans room the whole time. not WICKED fun but im with ppl i love to accociate with. haha dan found a bag of gum in his drawer that turns ur mouth black, me n tony were having fun with that for like 20 mins. haha he ate the whole fucking bag. it tasted alright at first n then it was so nasty. i accidently knocked tonys head into the wood part on dans bed while we were play fighting/tickling eachother. i felt wicked bad. it was so loud when it hit. idk why i have to ruin things like that. i feel like shit when i do. but it was over within alittle while. nothing else really happend. i found out that i cant see tony till friday. ill be going to shadowbrook then n hopefully his mommy will be giving me a ride back to mi casa. then homecomings saturdayyy! im so freakin excited. were ganna have such a good time n plus, i love my dress. tonys ganna go get his shirt today so thats a plus. idk. im just so excited. school was very gay today. i hate it all..every fucking minute (except when im with tony) omg..while tony was At boces, he made me cookies:) what a sweet kid. makin me food..aww i love him more then anything in the world. maybe i should make him somthing somtime n be a niice little kid. me n melissa got in a little fight thingy 9th period in keyboarding. i didnt know everyone was listening until we were done. they were all fucking staring. w.e im starting to be like w.e fuck it, but then it changes after i get talking about it. idk oh yea..i took the activity bus home today after staying after with tony. There were these 3 bitches picking on this little girl n i felt wicked bad. i didnt say anything but man. this girl was alomost in tears. then they were shooting spit wads. Fuckin gay freshamn. you can all go to hell!