Me n tony walked home todayyy. stopped @ subway didnt get anything though. went to eckard with dan n tabby. we waited outside talking about some stuff that happend i think tuesday. good talk though. about 45mins outside of eckard. then i decided i wanted subway haha. so we went back. had a veggie sub:D very tasty might i add. saw will n luke there. cute kids. then me n tony went on our long juney home. haha. we got home n just chilled here all day. i got shitty over stuff thats gay. i have PMS wicked bad anyway. he understood though. it wasnt a huge deal.i was like over reacting n i new i but i just couldnt seem to stop crying over it. just dumb but i think some girls would understand. we attempted going for a walk several times but that just didnt happen. haha neither of us didnt wanna get up. huuhhhh whatttt? haha cutie;) tonys the most sweetest guy ever, calling me beautiful n all that jazz. gee wiz hes great:) haha whoa. tonys mom came here about quater after 11. i miss him already. good thing hes comning over tomarrow @ noon n leaving @ 11 again. haha yea i know. im gay. were ganna have dinner @ my uncles then might go to my dads or somthing. idk yet though. should be a fun day..after all, today was decent:) i love him Melissas starting to make me alittle edgy. i love her to death but im just worried. shes one of my BEST friends. i dont want her to stop telling me stuff its just idk what to do anymore. its not that i dont care its just beginning to be like do whatever the fuck you want. idk..n i start to feel bad when we dont hang out. i mean..i have a boyfriend that i love n wanna spend time with but i still love my girls n are always here for them. idk. my mom said it was too late for her to some over tonight. so idk. i guess ill just try to see her tomarrow. hope it all works out. Tony..Let me die if ur ever ganna leave me