yea..dustin called n woke me up @ like 9 to get walking to meet him half way so he didnt have to walk to my house alone..while i was sitting there waiting, this like 17 year old guy pulled up and we liked stared @ eachother fer like 45 seconds..n out of nowhere hes like..wanna fuck n im like haha no and hes liek damnit n drove off. i found that pretty funny. We got to my house n chilled fer a while n my mom bought me 11 shirts n i only like one! haha its like a plain navy blue short sleve shirt with 2 little strings..it looks cute on me..o yea..she bought me a cell phone cover too:) its so aweome..i love it! haha yea..while he was here we talked to tony n they made plans for this weekend..thats alittle nerve racking..an ex-boyfriend with ur current one! yeppe:) i also tried to talk to kaila agian while he was here..bad idea. she just kept saying how its all about me n thats all i care about which i dont think is true. but dustin tried to talk to her too n she wouldnt listen so i went up stairs n blasted my music n cried. i felt so shitty. ugh i juss want her as my sister agian. i hate this. but when i was up in my room dustin came up in like 10 mins n was like dont sit in here n sulk..shes being gay n bla bla bla n all this other shit..he made me feel alittle better but i was still shitty. then dustin had to be home by like 3:30 b4 his mom got home so he wasnt In trouble..haha so we started walking n im like..wow this is a long ass walk so we made my mom come get us! haha im lazzyyy got home n talked to tony n thats when i started to feel shitty..agian :( When i got on the phone with him he acted like he was mad that dustin was over n i thought he just didnt wanna admit it. All this other shit was bothering me too then i got worried that tony was ganna be like..if you keep seeing him then im not ganna bew ith you..so it made me so upset n i was crying. but i felt better later because tony n dan came over for an hour. wehn i saw them pull up ( it was rianing)..i ran to tony n hugged him. we just held eachother for the longest time in the pouring rain. i loved it. he just looked @ me with water dripping down from his face n was like i love you so much. i never wanted to let go of him. he makes ever fuckin moment perfect. it was one of the greatest moments we had i think. i wasnt held much with dustin. its kind of a new thing for me...tony said that he loves holding me.."its fun" haha then me n tony were on the couch in my basement juss chillin i was laying down on his lap..n he was like..god i love you so much brittany..you have to belive me..n wow..the way he looked @ me and said all that stuff it was like he was ganna lose me or somthing. i know he loves me. nd i love him too..more then anything.. but anyways im ganna go "study" with melissa n ashley fer a while...nd the pizza is ganna be here soon:).. ..im going to school early tomarrow to see tony:) he wants to see me:) i love him so much but haha im out..