Went to school. Tony said he forgot my 2 suprises @ home n that he would bring them tomarrow. so then we went to the lockr n i opened it up n there was 2 smaller bears inside. one was brown with a bow..n the other one was tan and holding a heart that said for someone special:) aww..hes so cute. hes the fucking best. lemme tell you. School was alright. Tracei wasnt there. i guess she just didnt come. idk?! me n tony walked home. hung out on my deck for a bit. lifted weights haha yea right! that worked well for me;) got alittle upset cuz i was trippin over the tracei thing which i fucking shouldnt be. i started crying alittle bit cuz tony was mad @ me. so i went in the basement. he like imiedietly followed which i wanted him to. the only reason i left was cuz my dad was right there. so then we talked. he said so many nice things to me which made me feel so much better. then i stopped crying n everything was ok. we went to go get some food. We watched scary movie 3. zack was being gay. got tony wicked mad. but then that was over in like 15 mins. everything was fine. i killed my hand though. i was so mad n hit the wall. dumb idea. never do that. my mom made some dinner. spagetti, stuffed peppers, poppers n i think thats it?! idk but everything was good. o yea..tony made bagel bites too:) hes so cute. we hung around the house like the whole night. just chillin:) we got melissas ciggs but that was on the way of taking tony home. Tony ended up trusting me with them for the night. it made me feel better. cuz im not even tempted anymore. i dont ever want one. well..every ONCE in a while..mostly when i get mad. but yea..went home on the comp. did my homework n fell asleep to rosanne, best show like ever. so yea that was all of my exciting day of yesterday(monday) I Love You more then anything tony.