well i have been on vacation @ Ceder Point, Ohio sence tuesday morning till today. (friday) it was like a 6 1/2 hour drive. it sounds worse then it really was. we stopped 2 times. bathroom break n too stretch..n then another time to eat. we got there n chilled out in the room n i texted dan n tony to let them know i got here ok. our hotel was int he middle of the park. one of the nicest hotels in there area. pretty cool. the first day @ the park we went on Millenium Force..300 feet up, 94 mph.(blue) Magnum..250 feet 77mph.(red) they both had tunnals n big drops:) good roller coasters. Screamed my heart out. Went on "power Tower" bring you up 300 feet n just completly drop you. its really high up there when ur just waiting for the drop. good ride though. went on the water rides. sneakers n socks got all grose n my feet were pruney:( but still good. second day @ the park we went on all the rides again but in the pouring rain with gay ponchos that the whole park was wearing. i looked like a faggot..got a picture from that wonderful memory. went back to the room n just chilled. got room service:) our maids name was "hong pin"..he was nice but everytime i heard his name i thought of melissa..for the "unknown" reason! lol went swimming in 1 of the 3 pools n 3 hot tubs there. it was huge. we did this studio thingy where you can make ur own cd. i did mine to kelly clarkson. it sounded shitty. it was hard to do n you only had 1 time to practice n plus ur mad nervous n try to hard to do good. i was mad when i heard the play back cuz they wouldnt let me try again. i knew i could have done better. im a good singer n i know i should havebeen able to do better then what i did. then later @ night..we went on the biggest roler voaster in the world..its called the dragster. its like a rocket thingy. its red n yellow. it shoots you up 120 mph. n then @ the very top it goes slow..then shoots you back down 120 mph. its 415 feet. its straight up n down. no slants. i was crying b4 i got on it. i was so scared. haha. it was worth it though. then today we had the 6 1/2 drive home. but through the whole vacation i thought about tony. ugh. i missed him so much. i held patrick most of the time we were in the room. n i kissed him good night every night. i called tony once a day from the room n talked for a 1/2 hour or so. so that was good. i missed my dad beleive it or not. idk..i felt bad. i talked to him everyday n felt like shit everytime he asked me if i was having a good time cuz i knew i was. telling him about all the rides hurt cuz i knew he wished he could be there. but things would be too "hard" to be there with my mom n shit. so w.e. i guess he might take us to florida..o great..more time away from tony. but i guess i should spen some time with my dad :-/ i missed melissa too..im used to being with her all the time. like 24/7..n then i didnt see or talk to her fer like 3 days. it was wreird. she called me but my mom wouldnt let me pick it up. 1 because it costs money..n 2..we were on our way out to the park. i was alittle mad @ stephanie going to the movies with Ariel because she talks sooo much shit about her n then hangs out with her. i mean..if you like the girl..then fine..chill with her n have a good time..but dont talk shit about her. just becasue i hate her because of reasons im not going into..doenst mean you have to too. its ok..i wont be mad if you still like her. but yea..im over it now. i 4got about it until steph mentiond somthing today. right when i got home i talked to tony. good talking to him. i got to get alot of shit out into the open with alot of stuff. hes always there for me. the feeling to know someone who loves you is there..means alot. im truley inlove with you tony. i missed you so much. n guess what..its 12:35am right now..n you know what that means..happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear tonyyyyy, happy birthday to youuu. My tony is 18 years old todayy. hehe i love you so much. cant wait till ur here. you will be in like haha 13 hours. aha i hope you like what i got youu:) well im out..got no more to say n plus this is getting mad long. leave me comments you trashy ass's =D