Just got home from ashleys house..when i was walking here i remeber today is June 20th, 2004. yes..that means today would be 2 years with Dustin if we were still together. It doesnt exctly make me feel shitty er anyting its just wow..i almost spent 2 years with one person. thats along time. im sure me n tony could go longer though im just afraid to. being with someone that long and then breaking up is the hardest thing in the world to do. it hurts so bad n i dont wanna deal with it agian. tony n i hardly fight n we laugh n have a good time. i love him so much n i think its still ganna be hard to break up even if we did right now. but they say its better to have loved then to never have loved @ all..n they also say..dont cry becase its over..smile because it happend..so idk. all i know is when you lose someone you love the most..it hurts n i dont wanna lose tony. im prolly going over to daniels house today with tony n maybe stephanie if i can get a ride there cuz my parents are still not home. but they can give me a ride back:) maybe ill call garry if i cant get a ride?! well im out..ashley looks quite bored over there so i think im ganna go bother her. i love you tony..so much. I would stop time to keep you stop time so we don’t move.