Wednesday was a wicked wicked good day. seeing that we didnt have school the next day, tony came over. Tuan gave us a ride home n hit the curb when he was dropping us off. haha what a noob. we made a bagel n then left around 345? walked around endwell for a while. went to like a million gas stations looking for a cappocino but they were all the wrong kinds. haha so then we were on our way to dunkin dounuts when we stopped at this bridal shop. we looked at dress's for prom. i know its early but i like looking. the one i likes was pink=) hmm..we got to dunkin dounuts after spitting off the bridge into cars on watching some gay kids who thought they were cool while saying shit as they were riding away on bikes. fucking losers. sat in D.D. for alittle while to get warmed up n then we walked home around 7 something? on our way home i pushed tony into the grass. when he went to push me back, he accidently pushed me into a bush. oops. i hurt n i had scratches in my wrists n my finger was bleeding. he felt wicked bad. oh well. shit happens. hmm..got home. hung around in the basment for alittle while. came up n watched the movie white chicks. i liked it. i thought it was wicked funny. after the movie we just hung around until tonys mom came at 11. i didnt want him to leave. i hate when we have an awesome day n then he has to go home. i wish i could just fall asleep in his arms n wake up under the covers with the sun shining throught he blinds with his arms just wrapped around me. goodmorning kisses and i love yous. yeah..its nice to wish cuz its not happening. so yeah..wednesday was a wicked good day. so much fun=) Thursday was an alright day too. not the best though but ok. i was wearing a dark green shirt with a little hood in the back that tony wasnt that fond of. when he picked me up i knew right away that he didnt like the shirt. but after he made me feel better cuz he said it matched my beautful eyes:) him n his mom picked me up around 1 n then his mom went to the giant while we went to the dollar store. he baught a bag n bow for my present. hehe then we went to shadowbrook. hung out at dans fer alittle while. i was still feeling alittle iffy about my shirt so i was wearing a sweatshirt. yeah i know. im gay. so then we decided we wanted to go to joes house. watched them play some video games n then left around 4. helped tonys mom rake leaves. it was kinda fun. i usually used to do that with my daddy but umm..not anymore?! tonys mom gave me a hug. good moment. made me feel good. then we walked down town. got some food including a dounut for each:) hmm..then we walked back. i love walking with him. we usually have the best conversations then. we walked back to joes after that. hung out there. i fell alseep though. i told tony to wake me up @ 845 so we had time to walk back to tonys cuz my dad was picking me up @ 9 there. well umm..he woke me up n i was like what time is it? hes like 856. im like omgggggg. i was like wwhy didnt you wake me up earlier. he was like you looked too cute n sweet to wake you up so i let you sleep alittle longer. i couldnt be mad after that:) we like ran though the field that we couldnt see in to tonys house. right when we got there my dad pulled up so we made it just in time. sherry was in the car too. i like her alot. umm got some gas n talked to sherry alittle n then went home. sherry came in for alittle while just to look around n stuff. i didnt mind at all. i couldnt sleep that well though. i fell asleep around 1 maybe? gary was there..kinda ignored me cuz of the fight we had on monday. oh well. im out though. that was wednesday n thursday of my life. pretty good days if you ask me:) i looovve being with tony. just loooove it. makes me feel so happy. hes everything to me n more=) n oh yea..umm..on wednesday, kaila i-med me while i was away n she said she wanted to hang out sometime cuz we hadnt in a while. i was suprised. i didnt show that i was excited or anything though cuz tony noticed my message first. idk why i didnt show it, but my heart jumped when i read it. i really miss her.