first day of school. Summers offically over. I didnt get my chnaged schedual back so i just skipped study hall n ate with tony anyways. :) Health is my favorite subject. hes so nice. i love mr. perricone! have a few classes with Ashley n Stephanie. Thats good. happy about that. Tony went to boces. i guess he has to do work b4 he can go into the kitchen!? idk..hope he does good. i didnt get to see tony today after school though. i went to my dads n had dinner with him, my brother and my cousin with his gf. it was good spending time with my dad. i miss him. i didnt think i would. but i do. i wish everything was like normal again. i keep telling my mom that its not messing me up n im fine with it, but im not. it hurts. i hardly see my dad, My moms always with or talking to this guy n ugh. i try not to cry. i really do. but i cant help it. i dont wanna keep writing about this right now. im getting shitty. im out though. i love you so much tony.