im going on a fucking diet, thats it:( ..its time for tony to get what he deserves n for me to feel good about myself. im sick of complaing all the time n looking in the mirror with tears in my eyes. this sounds so fucking pathetic n lame but ugh. im so sick of being who i am. i wanna be someone else. i hate the way i look. why cant i just be like everyone else. ugh. im ganna eat more healthy n run my ass off every fucking day. thats it. im fucking done. im ganna look right. comment if you want i guess