Melissa n Ashley are here :) i met them @ like brothers 2 @ like 1030? then we juss chilled @ the church n they litsend to me fart alot. haha yea. the cottage was good. me n tony stayed up until like 5 in the morning. i love him so much. He told me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me n that nothing would ever change us. then i went to shadowbrook. haha..dan had to leave n me n tony had no where to go so dan gave us his key so we could get in when everyone was gone :) haha yea. we were all scared cuz we kept hearing car doors n shit..then the doorbell rang n it was dans dads friend. haha we had to be quiet! haha shhh. then we left b4 anyone got home. we went to the creek fer alittle while then to tonys backyard n layed there. then his mom invited us in for the first time. his house is nice inside. i like it. it was my first time ever even being in his yard let alone IN his house. haha i met peewee! :) then we stared watching a movie..butterfly effect..then dan came so we wnet to his house again. yea..i couldnt breath again. i feel so gay when that happens. im so embaressed. i hate it. i dont want ppl thinking i want attention. but yea..it makes me feel better hwn tonys there by my side. Dustin stopped by n opoligized n wants to be me n tonys friend agian. i guess we are all ok but i dont give a shit about being his friend. i was just starting to think im better off without him. Tony says he doesnt really care anymore eiether. so yea. but w.e me n dustin are ganna have the same summer school class..so i guess ill see him then. but i told tony he wouldnt be coming over that much naymore..i dont really wnat him to anyway..tony means so much to me. well..its like quarter after 1 n melissas on the phone with the skank kristy n ashleys on the love seat maybe sleeping?! so im ganna go..im deffiently writing more later. I become more inlove with you everyday Tony