Last night i stayed home from my dads. i didnt wanna go. i stayed for mostly tonys call n stuff. he was Downtown with Dustin n Ian when i called the cell at like 645. he told me to call at like 730. well..i called then n heard danielles voice n it hung up. im like oh fucking great. so then i just called dans house phone cuz i already knew danielle was there. Dan gave the phone to tony. Danielle was being a fucking bitch in the background and talking shit about me n tony so i screamed shuit the fuck up. everyone heard me evern though tony repeated what i said yeah..i fucking hate dnaielle. shes wicked annoying and i want to stab her:O) well me n tony got in a little thing about my bad day n bla bla bla. on and on n i was crying. wicked dumb. then somthing about ciggs. yeah. it was dumb. then tony had to leave. he called me later from home wicked sad n thought he was a badboy friend n all that shit. he kept saying he was an asshole n he deeff isnt. not at alllll! so yeah. i was trying to knock some sence into him about that. didnt work. i also didnt sleep much that night either. tossing and turning and coldness isnt good. Today i walked into school. Dustin stops me in the hall n hes like hey britt, whats wrong with tony. i just gave him this look like i was sad n didnt wanna talk about it and walked away. got to tonys locker n he was still sad about b4. tried to cheer him up allll day. i had an aweseom time swimming though. its so good to have fun with ashley. i havtn chilled with her in forever. i love to deeathhh. she makes me laugh so hard. but anyways..after swimming i came up in a good mood n he was still sad. so i went to 4th period. had an alright time in there hearing about miss curtis's love life:O) haha then came back down to a note from tony. i unwrapped it and there was a candy cane insisde it. the note was filled with so many sorrys and i love yous. tony is the most sweetest guy ever and i love him more than anything. i was like i forgive you. hes like i dont. not until i heal..(he punched a siggn the night b4 and his hand is WICKED cut up and swolen, it didnt stop bleeding for hours.) so yeah..i think he should let it go cuz it wasnt that bad. i feel bad that he puts himself down over it. but what can ya do..im just ganna keep being nice and happy till he is=) but for today for the most part it was good. i didnt get to stay after with tony cuz he couldnt. his mom said no because he had to be home to get in b4 she left. he doesnt have a key or somthing. idk? but hes at dustins right now. i got my hair done at stephanie McPeeks like an hour ago. it looks wicked good. tony wanted me to get it done for the longest time. sence like october 2ond. i know that date cuz it was homecoming n i had it done and he loooved it. oh n guess what? Danielle called while i was getting my hair done. wow. does she have radar on me so she can piss me off anywhere i go? wow fucking bitch! anwyays.. the sadie hawkins dance is next saturday. i think im just ganna wear nice black pants and a dressy white top sence its a black and white dance. hopefully tony will think i still look good. sence other girls are ganna be wearing pretty dresses=(. but im outt. tony better call soon. he promised he would. and plus..i wanna call stephanieeeeeeeeeee! x33 I love you so muchhhh