Wow i havnt wrote in here for like..hmmm...almost 2 weeks now. i feel lost lol..i left off when i went to the mall like a wicked long time ago. haha wow well i ended up going to the cottage with tony and stephanie. it was pretty fun..stephanie and eric seemd to hit it off pretty well. Tony was being sweet to me allllll weekend..and we raod this horse thing..it was so cute..ever though we were on it with my parents! haha i couldnt breath saturday night or the sunday night we were there..tony got mad scared which made me feel like shit..i dont wanna bea problem in his life. can you say fucking hot tub ;) woo hoo! hahahaha yea..fun things there man! nipeles pelo! haha thats right tony..you know how it is...i love pimples!!! haha i love you so much sweetie.. ummm...skipping a week! lol Dustin came over last weekend saturday and sunday..we talked alot..ALOT..thats a good thing though..sometimes when you havnt REALLY talked about things you NEED to talk about..it feels good to get it off ur chest. Dustin is a really good kid and im always ganna be here for him through anything he has to be going through. he feels the same way towrds me. He Also thinks alot towrds tony..he brings him up through the wwhole time hes there..he cares if tonys happy er not. he told me that tonys got a very good thing in his life..somthing that he fucked up along time ago and its tonys chance to be happy and he wont fuck it up. i know tony wont fuck it up..@ least not for a long time...he treats me as if im the only one alive and he loves me for real..i mean its REAL. god...i love you tony..soo much and i cant stand to even think about letting you go. yea..im skipping up until today...:) yea..when im syaing all this im PMSing so its ganna sound prolly bitchy but w.e idc! Dans pissing me off. he calls me so many names and after a hwile it sinks in and i really start beleiving it. i know he syays he just joking but some of the things he says to me hurt..like fatass..whore..skank..dumb or even stupid..it starts to catch up with you and you really start to think. dont get me wrong..i love dan..hes like my fuckin brother and i dont want shit to get between us..or me to annoy him..but idk..sometimes the things he says go alittle to far or maybe im juss taking them to far?! Tonys making another song for me..hes ganna give it to me friday when me him dan and ashley walk home from school:)hes such a great kid and treats me like a princess and i love him soo much Stephanies really starting to get on my nerves somtimes..but i understand what shes going through so somtimes she cant really help if shes being bitchy or annoying..so im always here for her. its just that she keeps complaing about dan and ashley..and ithought everything would have been fine cuz she has eric but i guess not...then tiffany comes up out of nowhere and im like ok w.e? and she just bitches @ me when i try to voice my opinion...maybe i shouldnt try anymore..stpeh...ur my sister and i love you to death..this is just how i feel and im not ganna hold it back form you. wow..this is getting to be really long. lol haha grandma yelled @ me for my shorts being too short. ahha what a douche. they cover my bootie so thats enough..ur juss jelaou cuz ur saggy ass cant fit in these:) well my fingers are getting mad tierd from typing and i still have to call stephanie..its 949 and she has to get off @ like 10 so i might fine more to write later..ahah or juss passout in my bed. i love you tony..so much Babii - - we can take it [[ niice and slow ]] We can turn tha liights low [( no ones gotta know )] .x. how -far- we go .x. hehe 0:-)