Well on Friday i had a really good day for the most part. i was wearing my white sweater with jeans this time. NOT BLACK PANTS!! haha never again. i got compliments all day long..mostly from tony. well yeah..in gym, alex barron came up n told me some shit that completly ruind half my day. i guess danyelle flirts with tony alot at boces and acts like a complete ditz for attetnion. i was so fucking pissed. i could have punched threw a wall. well i talked to tony about it and he kept sayng he didnt flrit back which i DEFF believe him. everyone said that he didnt anyways but yeah i was still in tears for some reason god only knows. crying in school=gay. all day tony kept telling me how much he loves me and how beautful i am. it was great. he also said he was sorry just cuz i was dealing with that shit. i didnt think i would have to ever worry about it and now i know i wont. hes a good boyfriend and wouldnt do shit to hurt me. well got home and i talked to tony the whole day online and ooh haha i had alittle chat with danyelle too. we had it out pretty good. apparently some of it was her friend but idk. who cares. i still hate danyelle and so is tony for some of the shit she said to me. i didnt try to break up there friendship but i guess i did. it was an accident. tony swears he doesnt give a shit and danyelles annoying anwyays. so i guess its ok? but im just glad everythings ok between me n tony. Yesterday was saturday n all i did was sit around on the phone and computer. i wason the phone with stephanie for like 7 hours. haha its fun though. we have SO many good talks. i can tell her ANYTHING..and when i say anything..i mean ANYTHING. haha tony called me at like 7:45 and told me to get online so i did. talked with him for a while but i got in a bad mood because of the whole danyelle thing and got on the kick that im ruining all his friendships. well yeah it was over soon. than gary started being fucking gay. he was wicked drunk with my mom and when they're drunk, all they care about is themselves. gary started pissing me and my brother off. so when i got on the phone with tony we were having a good talk and all in a good mood and he was actually helping me with gary n then i got yelled at by gary for the first time. i yelled down to my mom n gary to be quiet at like 1230 cuz i was trying to sleep and talk on the phone. and then i slammed my door. so then gary comes up and hes like "was that a good night or was the a slam" bla bla bla. "ur being a grouch" bla bla bla. im like ok bye. than tony got mad at me cuz i didnt say anythign to him. i got in another bad mood cuz i just got bitched at by gary and then bitched at by tony so that was really cool. i did NOT go to sleep ina very good mood at all. i just kinda wanted tony to be there and bitch about gary..not bitch at me cuz i didnt bitch at gary. idk. didnt work out that way but im over it. oh and get this.. Last ngiht garys like do you want breakfast b4 915 or do you want it after 1130? (i guess he had to go somewhere and could make it at those times) so im like dont wake me up. ill have it at 1130 or whatever. i wanna sleep in. so guess who comes walking in my room at 8:00am with breakfast. wow. i was mad. i knew he was just trying to be nice but we talked about it yesterday and i said i dont wanna be woken up but he did anyways. so i compplained to my mom about it and she looked at me like i was being stupid and slammed my door. that was cool too. i feel like garys here too much and hes always on my case to get me to like him. its getting so annoying. i know it not just cuz my parents are split up because i looove my dads girlfriend. i love being with her. shes so cool. so i know its gary thats juts pissing me off. well im out. i just really pissed myslef off and yeah. wow bye edit.. oh yeah..one more thing. garys joing our church. hes becoming a member. i seriously think hes like trying to take over and be this "god loving, sweet talker, all around person" for my mom and wow i see right through it. i dont undertsnad why he needs to be a member. my dads a member too but he doesnt go to church anymore. wow. ugh. im getting so mad just talking about it. ughhh