yea.. Dan n Stephanie had this thing er w.e n it felt like Tony n I were in the middle..the 2 that new what they were talking about..while the other 2 on the outside..are all mixed up n confused. So yea..we were all talking to eacother about it..tony n dan are ok..me n stephanie have been..dan n i..we have been..n i guess stephanie n dan are still alittle edgy. Then On Tonys path on helping dan..i discovered that Tony Regrets Breaking up with his Ex-Girlfriend Heather. I guess he broke up her because his friend Wanted her n he was being a good friend. That made me feel really un-easy. Like..i got this feeling in my stomach like i was about to go on stage er somthing. It sounded like Tony was saying that He missed this Heather kid N he just got stuck with me. So yea..i had to leave real quick n barf my brains out..(literally) i got sick cuz i felt so uneasy. Tony Swears That im the best thing that could ever be in his life..n he loves me more then he could ever love another person. n he says that he lost his friend n thats who he misses..he said nothing was the same with him n his friend sence then..n he doesnt talk to heather anymore. He said he doesnt really miis her..its just his friend he misses. Idk i get really jealous really easy..i mean..heather happend in his life like in 7th grade..n hes a senior now..so idk why im all worked up..its just the fact that he said the he regrets dumping her. it just got to me. I know Tony loves me..i really know he does. He promises that he has never loved someone else b4..he hasnt said i love you b4 either. but i still have a feeling that he loved heather..they went out for most of 7th grade n most of the summer er somthing like that. He said that he knows he didnt love her..n im like..how? n he said that he would have said it n he didnt get that special feeling he gets with me..with her. so yea..i guess he didnt. He was like..the most beautiful n loving girl doesnt have to be jealous of any other girl..i was like awww..i was like..you were with her forever though..n hes like no..not forever..thats with you brittany. Yea she might have had me..but look now..who has my heart to hold n keep forever..n im like Miss Brittany Anne :-*..forever..n hes like Thank you i have never felt the way i do with tony with anyone else that i have even known. He gives me the most amazing..wonderful..off beat feeling that i have never had b4 which i love so much. I need tony..he makes me feel alive n throws me lines that i dont even know how to except..i have never had that b4. im so deeply in love with him. i cant even explain it..Sometimes i wish i could..but others i think..if you could explain the way you feel about someone..maybe its not that special. i can only give little clues as to what im feeling. well im out..i have been @ the computer fer like hours n hours..my fingers n neck hurts so im ganna go..ill write more way later tonight..maybe a survey..not sure I Love You So much Anthony James Knopick :-*