Well yesterday i told tony that dustin called n he was all like britt idc n bla bla bla but i knew he was lieing. He hates hearing about Dustin. Partly because he knows that me n him dated and i think part of it is that he misses him too. idk. but i wasnt ganna keep it fom him. oh yea..when i saw sleeping i had the worst dream i ever had in my life. ugh. it was the worst. it was about me n tony breaking up n bla bla bla. it sucked so bad. iw oke up with tears STREAMINGGG down my face. not just little ones. i was really crying. that never happened to me before. but wow. i really had to think about it though. ithought it was real. i had to think if me n tony really broke up last night. i hate dreams that are bad n seem so effing real. but yea..i told tony about that too. he like giggle alittle n reasured me that that would NEVER happen. it better fuckin not.:) and i woke up like @ 1 in the morning puking cuz my stomch was so upset..maybe from my dream!? idk..but holy shit. i couldnt relax. i was so tightend up er w.e got a little side tracted there ahha anyways..we had a good reast of the day. Tonys mommy came n picked us up from school after o ur 15 min early dismissle:) woo hoo. we went to my house n i grabbed all my dress shit for pics while tony brushed his teeth(my toothbrush:-D) n combed his hair. then we left to the mall. We changed in the changing rooms n got too it:) they took tonys yearbook picture first then i got in some pictures with him. they took so many differnt poses. they took 78 all together. It was fun. we both couldnt stop smiling. then after we changed back n went out there to see which ones we wanted. Tonys mom picked out his senior one n then she said we could pick out the rest. they are all wicked cute(the ones we picked out) i cant wait to get them. we get them on monday. Then we got some chinese food to bring home:) Leighanne(tonys mom)dropped us off @ my house. my mom was there for like 10 mins then she left n my dad was coming home soon. Me n tony were just down stairs chillin when my dad and uncle came in the door telling us to get upstairs for dinner. i told my dad that we already ate n he didnt care. we werent hungry @ all. then when we got upstairs it was meatloaf and stuffing. i hate both. they gave us so much to eat n made us sit there n eat it. i ate the stuffing but i didnt eat the meat. my dad was getting mad. then tony just refused to eat anymore so then we went down stairs. hung out there for a bit. then decided to take a walk. we went down to the gas station then all the way back around to my house. we saw chris on the way back. talked to him for about a half hour then left. tony kept cracking up over his own jokes that werent even funny. but it was so funny just watching him. i love it. i had such a good day besides my dad being gay. then we got back to my house n we sat on the front steps for a little while with a drink. then we wanted to go for another walk. i told my dad n he threw a fit about it even though it was only fucking 8pm. then he tried to tell me that he was taking tony home @ 9 when tonys mom was coming to get him @ 10. so i was like omg bye so i just left. got zack n sent him home cuz thats what the almighty master of the house fucking wantec n then called my mom on her cell n bitched about it. she said just walk in like everythings fine. (this was @ 930.) yea..my dad didnt even say anything. then he just left for work. so then we called tonys mom n said come 1/2 later. so then i called my mom n said that tonys mom got in a fight with eric n thats why she would be late n she said ok thats fine. then my dad called @ exactly 10 to make sure tony was gone. i said no but his mom was coming soon cuz of the fight with eric. n hes like i dont think tonys mom new that she had to pic up tony. it hink i was supossed to. ur lieing n bla bla bla. i got mad. then we just hung up. then my mom called n asked me what food i wanted he to bring home with gary. Tony left after lots of hugs kisses and cuddling:) talked to melissa for a bit then took a nap n left a note on the counter for my mom to wake me up when she got home. (this was @ like 11) then she woke me up at like 1140 n i had some pizza n wings and my cappocino. My dad drove by n saw garys car there. idk if he was mad er not though. then i just went to bed. i had a wicked good day with exceptions of my dad being a dickhead:D I love you so much tony. more then anything in the world n i always will. i never wanna lose you. ur everything to me.