Tony came over today..We held eachother like the entire time..except when he awas falling on his face from the skateboard. lol..everything is ok between us. its more then ok. its fucking fantastic. He made me sing "I turn to You" by Christina agularia to him..i looked him in the eyes n watched him stare back @ me..i could see the reflection of my in his pupil so i knew he was looking staright back @ me. He couldnt stop smiling..he never did. He never took his unbeleivable nice blue eyes off of me either. After the song was over..he still didnt stop smiling..he kept telling me that he loved me more then anything n that not only am i beautiful but my voice is too. then we went upstairs in the kitchen..we held eachother some more up there. He got tears in his eyes cuz he was soo happy. Hes ganna tell his mom that i sang to him:)..hope she dont think im corney. hehe omg..in my survey it said do you know anyone that would take a bullet for you..n my answer was..idk maybe tony but id have to ask..well this is what tony wrote on my comments.. "Well Brittany my true love, if anything was to ever happen to you it would basically kill me inside as my love for you is so strong. Therefore i would deffinately take as many bullets as the clip can hold to make sure that you are still alive so that i can look down on you and guide you from up above. i love you more than ANYTHING Brittany Anne your so *aMaZiNg*" ^^AHH!! Hes the most sesitive most loving guy in the whole world n i adore him more then anyone!! I never wanna lose him. Im way to in love to ever let him go. i wont be able so see him till next tuesday..but im so happy it could probly even last me till tuesday even thought i would rather be in his arms the whole weekend. Today was the best day that i seriously can remeber in soo long. im just so happy right now n cant stop the grins from coming.. when we went outside the door when his mom pulled in..hes like i love you so much brittany..i promise..have sweet dreams n ill see you on tuesday.. i was like you have sweetdreams too..no bad ones this time (he had a dream we broke up the night b4)then he kissed me..a real kiss..n went on his way sence i still wanna ramble on n on about how much i love you i sorda wrote somthing for you..i hope you dont mind it. Tony..I fall in love with you over and over, but I never stop loving you n i never will. They say that life is all about building up to the last few years that you truely feel satisfied with where you are in life. But I'm satisfied now. If I died tonight no matter how or where, I would have lived a full, happy, worthy life. And its all thanks to you. You've given me more than a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to n loyalty. You showed me there was so much more to live for than just settling for anything. Its all about that feeling when you are close to the one person that understands you and knows everything about you. You were there by my side through everyting. It gives me shivers to know that you wanna be with me forever. You have this view on me that nobody else really sees. You are my first TURE love. No matter where we are in 1, 5, 10 years, you will always be my first true love. I love how you are so individual. Everynight, you leave me in suspense on what is next. I love it. I cant get enough. I can never guess what you are going to do or what you are going to say next. Sometimes it scares me, but its only because I wasn't use to it. But now that I know no matter how blind I am, you would never hurt me like that. You're my guardian Angel. You saved me from everyhing. You showed me how much better life could be with you in just 5 months. I love you for everything you are. you are my inspiration to live..Im so deeply in love with you Tony. well this turned out to be long..i hope tony reads it..cuz thats alot of things i feel about him. ill wrtie more tomarrow.. Cuz your love is so amazing, and your love inspires me and when im down your there pushin me to the top givin me all you got. *iloveyou*