Today was pretty lame. nothing really exciting happend. went to school. lunch was alright with tony. me n melissa arent really talking for today. not permenent but i needed alittle break from it. went to subway with ashley n talked about alot of shit. it was good to talk to her. latley shes been gone. so im glad i went. got home n talked to tony online the whole time until he left which was not even 5 mins ago. haha i have like no life. umm..tomarrows me n tonys 7 months. im going over to shadowbrook n my moms ganna pick me up around 830? Thursday is tonys senior pics which im going with him n ganna get in some of them. n then we might just stay at the mall or somthing. umm my moms ganna be gone for the whole weekend with her friend in turning stone to gamble. better not lose all our fucking money. what else?! hmm..my dads ganna be here all weekend cuz my madres gone so he better let me see tony. my dad informed me that he has a girlfriend today. they have been seeing eachother for about 2 weeks n he really likes her. he didnt wanna keep it from us cuz he said i should know everything about his life. its a one on one deal..they are going "steady" i guess. maybe its a god thing that hes happy now. i dont want him sitting home miserable. but yea..guess what her name is? Sherry. isnt that funny how thats my moms name. guess what her middle name is? Anne. isnt that funny how thats my middle name. he has a thing for ppl thats outside is family that has the names of his family. idk..but i guess she has a 13 year old son jason. shes 35 years old n i guess has a really nice personality, really shy n wont swear. this should be interasting. i guess shes scared to meet me. she doesnt want me to hate her. ill try my best to get along but no promises. nothing else happend. i just wanna say that i love tony more then anything n i always will. for the rest of my life. hes everything to me n i never wanna lose him.