Dad picked me up. went to zacks practice. hung there for a while. Went to my dads house n ate some dinner. Meat loafs nasty so i had soup, salad n doctor pepper:). then we went to my cousins little bday thing. had some pizza. yum. then went to sunset n had icecream. alll gooood. then came home n talked to tony. always a plus. hes been talking to beca somewhat. im scared he'll find her more interasting n better then me. idk..in my heart i KNOW that wont happen but in my brain it has so many fears of losing him going back n forth. it fucking sucks. hes the most important thing to me in the whole world. idk what i would do if i lost him. wait..if i lost him i would die. literaly. im not really doing anything right now. my dad n i just had a fight about chores, homework n how im doing in school. ugh. he can be such a pain in the ass. that man gives me a headache with too much quality time. w.e i still love him. tony informed me that he doesnt like my dad. that hurt my feelings. i thought he would like him. idk. he doesnt like that way he treats me n he doesnt think my dad likes him anyway which my dad does like him. he really does. alot more then any other boyfriend that i ever had. he acts way different around him. hes nicer. n he knows the way tony treats me. its better then i have ever been treated n he knows that. he just wants whats best for his little girl. Well im out. Hopefully this will turn out to be a better night n my mom wont bring home her fucking boyfriend:) hes getting annoying. I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!