Tony came over to stephs dads yesterday to see me:) he was wearing the blue shirt i bought him. he looks so damn good in it. i his way here i was like when i get older i know im ganna have all these nice clothes n a nice car but im ganna have to go back to my box for a house. Tonys like..illgo back to ur box with you *kiss*..i was like awww when he was here he was all like i wanna spen the rest of my life with you n how im so beautiful but beautiful isnt a stong enough word. He was like i cant stop looking in ur eyes..they're so pretty..n im like..i have no makeup on n he said "you dont need makeup..you have nothing to hide. You are beautiful" no one has ever said sweet things to me like that b4. That why they are so special to me. Theres so many more things thay he says to me that i would smile fer 15 mins non-stop that i just cant remeber becaauseof all the nice things he says after that one. there are so many. he makes me feel wanted n needed. i know tony loves me. i know heloves me with all his heart. he has never said i love you to a girl b4. Just me. When he tell me that i sorda feel like crap but..i may have said i love you b4 but i mean so so much more when i tellit to him..more n more everytime. Tony may not be my first love..but he is deffinetly my first TRUE love. He means everything to me n more. im so inlove with him wqords dont even express the way i feel. Tony Talked to his grampa the other day. Grampa- So you gotta a girlfriend? Tony- yea her name is brittany Grampa- is she pretty? Tony- no, Shes beautiful Grampa- What do you like about her? Tony- She makes me happy,shes funny n nice( thats all he told me that he said cuz it was harder to say those things when i was sitting right next to him) Tony- i love her Grampa- Does she love you back? Tony- Yea:) ^^little convos like that make my day. tony siad his mom likes me n that im pretty. hehe im glad that she does. it makes me feel like she approves for her son. tony didnt invite me up to his lake..his mom did:)..that makes me feel special. HIS MOM asked me so go with them. ahaha..i like her alot. shesreally nice. Me n Stephanie are ganna go to his lake today. kinda excited. i get to meet his grampa. hehe tony likes him so i prolly will too. well this turned out to be sorda long. im out. i love you Tony..with all my heart.