partay @ my house:)

Listening to: none
Feeling: alive
yea..my parents are gone till tomarrow afternoon so i decided to have a few ppl over:)..my baby:-*, Dan, Dustin, Kristy, melissa n ashley! haha yayy they were over from like 1030 in the morning till like 10 @ night. my day started with Tony making me breakfast. what a sweet kid. :) then tony invited dustin over which was alittle awkward @ first. I was acting alittle weird. i could tell. i was not as huggy n kissy with tony..n i didnt even hug dustin when he came or left like i normally do. but as the night when on it got a little better. i became alittle more conferable. its jyst haveing ur ex-boyfriend over n ur current boy friend over who happens to be friends with eachother can be alittle nerve racking. i think dustin was alittle uncomfterabel because he was just really quiet most of the time. didnt really talk n he didnt even wanna touch me or let alone even look @ me but idk man. being with dustin n tony @ the same time made me realize that i love tony so much n how i cant lose him. i thought that i would just feel wierd and want to be alone..but as time went on i wanted to be with tony more n more. ugh. idk..i love that kid so much. Tony thinks that he spening all the money he gets from working on me for my bday n stuff. i think thats soo sweet but wow. i dont think he should. i would feel really bad. we fool around n play fight n stuff. its so funny. if i wer another perosn looking @ us i would be like aww they are so cute. lol dan looks @ us fooling around n hes like..i look @ yo gusy n think i have never seen a couple that can be like that to echother. its so cute. haha thanks dan :) TEAR IT UPPPPP!!! ;) Tony said alot of sweet things to me today. there was alot Of i love yous n how im beautiful n no one compares. he makes me feel so needed and special. I sang to him. the way he looked @ my and kissed me during the parts where there was no words was enexplainable. his eyes were ver focused in on mine..like they were lost..n he never took them off of me. and the way his lips touched mine..very light but enough to feel. words dont even explain the feeling i get when im with him. i love and cherish every moment we have together. Well im ganna go..im spending the night @ ashleys house. woot:) TUnit8701: i love you w/ all my heart TUnit8701: your like the air i breath take you away n i die ^^ Tony..i remeber when you said that n how much it ment to me..so thats why i savved it. i love you so much baby. i never wanna lose you.
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