Last night Me n the Baby got in a fight. Don't wanna talk about it. Talked to him on the phone till alittle after 11 and everything is fixed now so why sit here and vent when I did it all yesterday..not worth it to me. Today I woke up and talked to Tony around 6:20am and had a good convo. I love waking up and talking to him right before school. It sorda just starts off my day right. School was per the norm. Nothing special at all and I hate going to it. Tony skipped gym and boces to go hang aound with Dustin I guess? Health class is really depressing me. Were talking about being fat and how to lose weight. I sit there and feel like people look at me even though im in the back row. Like I want to just sink down into my chair and under my desk and pray and hope to God that when I come up..I'll be skinny. When people get mad at me(especially Tony) when I put myself down..I'm sorry. I can't help it. It's just something that I feel and only I can change it. Even though Tonys always there calling me beautiful which DOES help alot..I still feel it way deep inside of me. Idk, I just wish it would go away. Dan and Stephanie Broke up last night I guess. I heard all about it today in school and I feel wicked bad. I sorda new it was coming by the way Dan talked about it but I felt horrible for Stephanie. She truley loves that kid and finally got her chance with him..and It's over in 1 month exactly. At one point during the day when I saw her tearing up..(this is ganna sound weird), but I felt it too. Idk how to explain it, but I felt what she felt and almost got tears in my eyes myself. Break ups are such a hard thing to go through and I wish me and my friends were free of that pain. I was supposed to go to my Dads today, but I guess he's too "tierd" and re-schedualed for Saturday. Tony works from 1-7 that day, so I better be back before hes done! My mom doesn't have bowling on Thursdays anymore. She has her banquet for it next Thursday and then shes completley done with it. Then she starts Golfing every Tuesday so now every Tuesday I'll be with my dad instead of every Thrusday. Kinda confusing, but I'm used to it. Jordan called to see if I wanted to come to her house, but I still thought I had to go to my Dads house. Yeah..I already blew my plans with her so I guess I'm just ganna be sitting at home. This has turned out to be a really long entry. I said this was a plain day(which it really was), but i felt like i had more to say for some reason? lol But I'm ganna go now. Maybe I'll write another entry later if bordem tries attacking me again!