yea..my day started off ok..my dad pissed me off by ripping my favorite Jeans..o well..i waited forever for my mom to get ready so we could pick up tony..finally we got there..me nick zack my dad my mom eric n tony..all in the tahoe:) me n tony were in the way back trunk part;) We went to my uncles thingy (really boring)..we sat in the tahoe most of the time..cuddling n what not. Then this girls past by..she was ugly but had somewhat cute hair..n my borthers like tony do you like her hair..n tonys like..it could be hotter on someone else. n that triggered somthing about heather..idk what it was but i started thinking about it. it got me in such a shitty mood. n tony kept asking me what was wrong n i wouldnt tell him..i didnt wanna get into it. but eventually he got it outta me..he was sorda upset. he didnt want me thinking about that dumbshit. then we got home..n i went on the couch. we stated talking about it..then zack turned on the reason n i was like i hate this song..n tonys likeyou know you love it brittany..like he was rubbing it in my face..so i was like whatever..n i went downstairs..the next thing i new..zack called down to me n was like..britt tony just left..n i was like ahhh wahtttt? so i chased him down the street..when i got to him he turned aroundn i juss went into his arms..i felt safe again..like nothing had happened. but i knew that it did.. we sorda argued alittle bit about it right there. He was like i love you brittany..more the anything..i promise..but all i had on my mind was heather. I get so jealous to easy n i hate it..why cant i just except that tonys in love with me, im the prettiest girl in the world to him n that he wants no one else. i mean..i know thats all true..i just cant except it or somthing..idk what it is. then we went home..n we started being really sarcasting to eachother. like..we were being mean..i was prolly being most bitchy..i said somthing to him..i think about being a gangster er somthing..n he got mad..n starting walking while i was hooked on to him..he was like dragging me across the floor trying to get away. That just wasnt hapening. after i got him to stop..i was like are you mad @ me..n hes like yea i am..n im like im sorry tony..i love you n i started kissing him all over his face, neck, lips n ears..eventully he started kissing back. We both said sorry..n how we hate fighting n shit like that. i got over it. so then we went down stairs into the baesment n started making out. I love when we kiss..his lips make me feel like im somewhere else. idk..i love them..the touch n taste amaze me. You better go get a tissue ;) hehe Hes like brittany..i never get annoyed with you..i love spending every second together..even if we are fighting..(wed ont fihgt that often)..if we do it lasts like 5 minutes then we are making out again hes right..i would rather be there n have an argument then not be with him @ all..i love being with him.. he made me bagel bites..we faught over the orange soda! haha good times tony..i love you so much. then my mom n dad came home with their friend nick..we were alone fer like 3 hours er so..they were so drunk it wasnt even funny..nick is sleeping on our couch right now cuz he couldnt drive home! hahah So yea..then tony left..i seriosuly wanted to hold him all night..i didnt wanna let him go..when hes there..i get so attahced n never wanna let go of him..i hate being away from him even though me might be in the next room..i love him hes right there holding me. just the feeling of his touch makes everything ok. Melissa n Ashley came to visit me fer like a 1/2 hour. Good to see Ashley..havnt seen her in a while cuz she was @ the beach..loser;) Then they had to leave but that was fine cuz im feeling like shit..my nose n throat hurts bad. i hate beingsick (allergies i think) Well tony wants to come over tomarrow with Dan..i might have them over..not sure yet..gotta talk to the rents. well im out..i think im ganna go lay down n watch tv..then fall asleep n dream of the amazing wonderful loving guy that i will love until the day i die. later slutss i love you so much tony..i promise..we can get through anything. im always here no matter how hard it gets. Ur not only my boyfriend..but ur my best friend too:)