this is ganna be huge. lets start with last friday. that was our day off from school. i met tony at the gaststaion n got a drink. then went to my moms haircut. then my mom gave us a ride back. me n tony just hung around the house all day cuddling n what not. gary brought us wendys for dinner. tony left at 5 of 11. Saturday was a big day. i asked my mom if i could go out with tony for a few hours sence she was leaving to serve dinner at the church n then go bowling, but she said it was fine but i had to be back by 8:30. well me n tony went to dustins house for alittle while. then we decided we wanted to walk to the cheapy theaters to see a movie. so we walked over to the church to ask my mom and she said it was fine. then we went back to my house to get the movie section of the paper. we decided to see national treasure (even though i already saw it) tony never did. b4 the movie we went to price chopper n had chicken and apple turn overs? haha it was such a good time and i had so much fun. then we walked to the the movies. HUGE line. so we budged:) when we got in the movie i rememberd that i didnt call my mom so i got up and went to the pay phone sence the bitch had my cell phone. i left her a message telling her i was there and that i would walk home when the movie was over. we watched the movie. tony loved it and i liked it for a second time. tony asks questions through alot of the movie cuz he knows i know whats ganna happen. haha "i dont wanna wait till the end..i wanna know now" haha cute ass. so then after the movie i called my mom to tell her i was ganna start walking. but then we wanted to wait for adrian and dustin so dustin didnt have to walk home alone. cuz they ended up being there too to see meet the fockers. so i called my mom up again 15 mins later and told her i was ganna be alittle late becuase we were waiting for adrian n dustin. then shes like bla bla bla im ganna pick you guys up bla bla bla. it was dumb and annoying. i ended up just saying fine im coming now without dustin then. so me n tony started to walk n then sean caught up with us. so we walked with him too. we got home n i asked my mom if tony would use the phone n she said it was fine. well..when he called dustins house (the house he was staying at for the night) no one was home so he didnt know what to do. so then this is where it alllll started. gary n my mom came downstairs and had a major bitch fest. tony said well if i dont know where to stay ill stay at scotts house. then fucking gary speaks up and hse slike "who the fuck is scott..bla bla bla" n i look at my mom cuz she knows who scott is and shes like uhh tonys cousin. so then gary started yelling at tony and swearing at him and tonys like um im fucking 18, i can handle myself n bla bla bla. HUGE thing. tony ended up saying fuck this and slammed my door on the way out. i went out to get him and he came back and he was like "baby im sorry, i didnt mean to scare you. go up in ur room and dont listen to anything they're saying. i love you hunnie. ill call you n let you know whats happening" so i got back in and me n gary just went at it. its ganna sound dumb if i type it all out but we both were effin scrrreeaming! it was yeah. all out? he just kept saying how tonys a "fucking liar" over n over. im like shut thwe fuck up you dont fucking know him bla bla bla. then he said shit about my dad that REALLY pissed me off. i got to mad. so i went to call ashley cuz i was crying n then all the sudden it hung up? so i went upstairs and my mom had unplugged the phone. i asked her why and this is what she said "i dont need to be bitched about on my own phone" im like i cant fucking believe this. im so upset right now and i need someone to talk to. bla bla bla. n then she gave me my phone back n then gary kept fuckikng yelling at me. so im like..gary im ganna talk to my mom now..just step outside for like 2 mins. hes like nah im fucking leaving. so he just fuckin ditched my mom on there "supposed to be night out" and yeah. hes such a douche bag and i seriously dont like him. so my mom went to bed n then i called ashley n told her what happened. she agreed with me. then tony called n said he had no where to stay so i had to get ahold of chris bush. tony ended up staying there. he asked me if he could have like 2 beers and i said it was fine cuz im just nice like that:) so yeah..i talked to tony online alot of the nigt cuz bush has a computer. i slept on the couch that night in the basement cuz i was scared to go upstairs n see my mom. i think she was crying:( so that was my fucking saturday night. all i have to say is FUCK YOU GARY. hmm Sunday, woke up at 11:15 on the couch to a call from tony. talked to him for a while n then went upstairs. my mom was home so i talked to her about everything and she agrreed that gary was being mean n bla bla bla. n we both said our sorrys n everything was ok between us. i didnt talk to gary the WHOLE day. nothing. zip. not one word. i asked my mom if i could go to dwaynes with tony n sean around like 3? so thats where we went. dwaynes room is filled with girls in bikinis. his whole wall. little obsessed in my eyes. me n tony layed on his bed with sean sitting at the foot of it..dwayne was on the floor and this other kid? was on the couch. haha. we had a good time though. dwayne and tony "wrestled" haha. it was a pretty good "match" to me. dwaynes so much bigger than tony and i would say tony might have won. haha. tonys mom picked us up around 7 and then took me home. she was mad at tony for not calling her in like 4 or 5 days. haha and his 5 week grades suck. then i went home and talked to tony online till 8:30. then i just went to bed. Monday was really gay. i couldnt get up. it sucked. i didnt have lunch with tony either. lol hmm. came home with melissa. found a note from gary by the mouse saying all these sorrys n bla bla bla n how hes not mad at tony. so that was nice. i ended up opoligizing too. umm talked to tony n got sad. he got me happy though. no american idol:( haha i didnt know that till monday. lol hmm..i wennt to bed early that night. Tuesday was kristy ames 16th birthday. did much of nothing. stayed after with the tonster. came home with melissa. hung out with her for a while n talked online to tony. american idollll:) talked to tony on the cell cuz i finally got it back so that was nice. then i went to bed. wednesday was yesterday. i stayed after with tony n asked my mom if i could go to the B&G's club with dustin sean and tony n she said it was fine. so we went to dustins for a while n hung out there till like 530? n then walked to dunkin donouts and i bought the little broke ass bums some dounuts:) haha then we walked to the b&G club. dustin was the only one with a membership so when he got in he let me tony n sen in through the back door. yeah..im bad:) i watched them work out and i did alittle my self. my humgous pipes:) haha i watched them play basketball for a while n idk. it was an alright time. dustins mom picked us up at like 800 n then dropped me off first. then she went to go drop off tony. my mom bought lottery tickets and i won $25 so that as cool. talked to tony on the phone n then went to bed. hmm today is thursday n im home in the morning cuz i slept late :x. whoops. i woke up with cramps though cuz i got my period. booo. hm. called ashleys cell to talk to tony and it was a nice talk for 5 mins. hehe. n then i ate some breakfast n watched saved by the bell n then came down here and wrote this huge ass entry. tonys wearing my favorite shirt that he has today and im missing it:( oh well..ill be in school later and i have lunch with him too so i cant wait! hmm..it almost 830 so i should go get ready now:)