tuesday night sucked wicked bad. my dad came over specificaly to yell at me about my "respect issues" and cuz i always tell my brother to move out cuz its "mean." yeah. There was so many tears an screaming in my house that night..for like an hour n a half. yeah it fucking sucked. i called stephanie crying n she helped out. i love her. then tony called at like 10. he was in a wicked good mood. and so was i by then. so i didnt wanna tell him but i ended up telling him alittle later. he was so mad and trashed talked my dad wicked bad. i hated it. he was kinda being mean to me too just cuz he was so mad. i ended up crying again=)then he had to leave so i went to sleep. woke up the next morning looking half decent. wednesday i went to school. i was still shitty just as much as tony was. he said sorry again but i just didnt feel it. idk. usually when he says sorry im like its ok=) and i kiss him but it wasnt like that this time. the day went on and on n then i got a note from him saying all these sorrys and how much he loves me n wow. it was kinda sad and flattering at the same time. after that we were both kinda happy n i got him some cotton balls n said it was snow n played tricks on him. haha it was funny. we both laughed. i stayed ater for bio w/ steph n ashley while tony did for english. then me n tony took my activity bus home and stopped at the house for a sec to drop shit off then walked to his hair cut place to meet his mom. i was scared my dad would see me cuz im still grounded..tonys off limits=( got tonys hair cut listening to his bitch hair dressed. yeah i hate her? then i got a ride home from his mom. tony came ot the deck with me sence dan(the kitchen guy) was putting in a new door where we usually walk in. i couldnt leave him. it was so hard. haha then i just sat around. took a shower. shaved my legs. did some homework and test corrections. talked to melissa. hung out with gary and my mom. talked to tony on the phone. we had a WICKED nice convo. i love him so much. pretty basic day though, but..STILL NO CELL PHONE! grrr then i went to bed=)