This is My 100th Entry sence i started everything over! haha i thought iwould share that with you ppl! haha anyways..... Tony came over last night.. My cramps finally went away fer tonys arrivaly. :) ..i wouldnt have traded that night for anything @ all. We were Alone most of the time. But nothing happened. This 5 months was amazing with him..n he made it even better last night. I said somthing gay but were not going there..but yyea..there was a big silence...n then he suprised me with this huge hug with his head resting on my shoulders n a HUGE kiss on the lips. i was like Whoaa whered that come from..n hes like..i love you brittany. that moment will never be forgotten..stuff so little means the world to me. Last night was alot of touching, feeling, rubbing, Kissing n holding. I love it. I love it when he has his hands on me. I love it when hes touching me. when he stokes me hair to my cheek..down the side of my body to my hip. juss love it..enexplainable. He told me i was the most prettiest girl hes seen. sometimes that makes me feel unconfterable becasue i know im not the prettiest girl..but it feels good to hear that @ the same time...idk Tony got tears in his eyes cuz we started talking about how my brother wanted tony n i to get married n all this stuff. n we started talking about rings..n he asked me what a promise ring is..n i told him it was a ring to give a girl when you promise to be with them..not an engagment ring..its a ring that comes b4 it cuz ur too young to get engaged..n hes like..would you take my promise ring..n im like yes:)..he held me tighter..n he whiped his eyes. im like tony..whats wrong..n hes like..ur brother..n you..ugh. You make me so happy brittany..i love you so much. i could have got tears in my eyes. He was standing n i was sitting n i looked up @ him while @ the same time he looked down @ me..n we both said..ugh i love you so much. again..another moment that wont be forgotten. i love little things like that. He gave me a massage! :)..he gives good ones..it feels really good. i want another one..he told me he would this weekend if i gave him one first! hehe err i love him! I almost barfed while he was there..i ran away from him cuz i didnt want him to see :(..but he eventually came into the b-room..we sat there fer alittle while..n then i was better..idk..i threw up earlier in the day..n i thought i was again. he was there..he was there for me!!! its the little things..im tellin ya. its just that he was there n didnt care that i was ganna puke. i love him so much haha We might not go to the lake this weekend cuz the weather..it might be shitty. err i was really looking forward too it. i love being @ the lake with him. i have a good time. Melissa Came over last night..@ like 11..yea..My brothers a fucking douchebag. He started beating on me wicked bad cuz i sprinkled water on his face when he was sleeping. i have a HUGGGE bruise on my lower arm..n theres like a scratch on it in the middle. it hurts really bad when you touch it. w.e It kinda annoys me when stephanie is over @ dans house with tony..i wonder all the time if shes flirting with tony @ all..its not that i dont trust her..its just how do i know whats going on n whats not. She wants me to go to her dads this weekend..she invited tony too..i think she did for me..but idk..but anyway..i kinda just wanna have tony over here again (that is if we dont go to my lake.) n plus..i get sick @ her house cuz of allergies n shit..n i cant breathe. Im not getting annoyed with stephanie..i love her to death..its just when shes with tony n im not :( idk..i guess i cant do anything..w.e i guess well im ganna go..this turned out to be a long entry..so yea Tony * I love the way your hands are when they are on me. Tony * I Love the way You stroke my hair to my cheek. Tony * I love the way ur lips get bigger when we kiss. Tony * I love the way I love you n i know you love me back..forever