Today went to school and had an alright day. The beginning started off like total shit. I was balling about Ashley n Melissa to tony. I went all off on how im alone and have like no friends. I couldnt help it. I havnt cried that hard in a long time. Tony was trying to be there forme as best he could but I can see why thats hard..he actually has friends to hang out with. Stephanie is my bestfriend and has been there for me through so much shit and Im so glad I have her. Lunch was actually really good though. It was me tony stephanie and dan just like old times. the old times are the best and i miss them..with everyone. Anyways, in health class we did the "whom not tomarry lesson" it was actually very helpful andmade me rethink about somethings that i want out of a marriage(even though im still kinda young for that stuff) then i went home and saw zack off for his 8th grade dance. He went out and bought pants, a shirt, shoes and some black socks and he was so excited to take this girl brittany dewing. They go way back and he was so happy. He even bought her a corage and everything. We dropped him off at the dance and got some pictures of him and britt. They were so cute. While zack was at his dance me n tony hung out in the basement and watched the breakfast club(best movie ever made) and had a WICKED good time. Tons of laughs and I Love yous. Then zack came home at 10pm..ran down to me n tony and started balling on the couch. I was like Zack whats wrong? hes like.."Brittany ditched me at the dance for some other guy." I was like "whattt?" hes like.."i asked her to dance with me every slow song there was and she never wanted to and i followed her around the whole dance likea fucking lost puppy while she ignored me. So i went to the bathroom and I when I came back she was with another kid slow dancing. I was wicked sad n bla bla bla." My mom was like crying cuz she felt wicked bad. I cant belive how upset he was..it was so horrible. my mom kept calling her a a bitch and a whore n all this shit. shes like "no one messes with my kid..lets egg her house" hahaha it was so funny. me n tony tried to cheer himup n stuff but then he just fell asleep? lol so me n tony just watched tv for a while n then he went home at like 11:15. he called me at 11:30 and we talked for like 20 mins and then he went to bed. he has to work tomarrow at 1. but stephanies calling me right now to tell me allllll about her prom night at binghamton so im ganna go. Ill write tomarrow:)