Friday-School. Stayed after. Went to shadowbrook with Tony, Stephanie and Dustin. Had a good time. Stephanies mom took all of us to the movies. We saw Boogeyman. It was a good movie i thought. not the best ending in the world though. cuddling with tony was very nice. Dustin asked out stephanie b4 the movie started when me n tony went to the bathroom so i was happy for her. after the movie we went to walmart and did like nothing n then my mom picked us up and we all came back here. We just chilled in the living room and cuddled and i was siiick. booo. then they left aroudn 1130 even though my mom said 11. tony kept stalling. lol hes a cutie. Tony slept at Dustins and Stephanie slept at my house. Tony took my cell so i could talk to him so thats what we did:) then i went to sleep around 1. i was a sleepy brittany. Saturday(yesterday)-Had a hectic morning trying to get to the cheerleading compatition. we finally got there though. the first part of it sucked though cuz me n tony got in a little thing n yeah. it just wasnt cool. we both said sorry and everything is better then ever so its great:) Maine Endwell Varsity did AWESOME and should have placed better then 5th. yeah..judges are gay:O) then we left the comp and walked around in boscoves. ohhh tony. hes so cute. he thinks everything is so cool. haha then we came back to my house and chilled. me n tony were in the bean bag and dustin n stephanie were on the couch. it was such a great time and i was so happy. i couldnt stop smiling. around 730 they had to leave cuz my mom was leaving so i went with tony to dunkin donouts and wendys with stephanie while dustin helped his mom out at home. we walked around for a bit n then met up with dustin aroudnd 10. went to the laundrey mat and "dryed" tonys sweatshirt which when he threw at me after the metal part on it burnt my face. its ok though. he felt bad. then tony n dustin walked us half way back cuz we had to be home by 1030 and they had to be home by 11. so it worked out good. hard to let him go though. i gave him my cell and we talked for along time. i fell asleep on the phone for like a 1/2 hour and then woke up and called him. haha he was like BRITTANY! lol ive been trying to call you!! lol it was so funny. thn i just went to bed. Stephanie n dan had a thing too which equals alot of confusion and gayness. Today me tony dustin n stephanie all went to the mall around 130. i was in a really down mood though. idk. but tony said some sweet thigs to take my mind off of it. he was like "i remember when i bought you roses and i saw that look on ur face..i would do it all over again for $100 just to see that face again" it was so cute. i couldnt stop smiling. i got little tears in my eyes too. i got tonys valentines present. hes ganna like it. i know it:) hmm..we got picked up at like 430 and rode 5 people in a truck. not fun. lol oh well i was with *him*. tony seemed to get really down towards the end. idk why though. im worried. i had to go and couldnt talk more to him about it. he said we would talk later. im seriously really worried and my sad music isnt helping me. yeah..i feel like i wanna cry all the sudden but that might be the PMS kicking in again. idk.. my chest feels really heavy and i have that lump in my throat and i can hardly see the keys from all the tears that arent coming out of my eyes. they're all just in there. lol idk but im sad. i want that kid to be happy more then anything and it hurts to see him down. Something that really kills..is that i might not even be able to see him on valentines day which is tomarrow unless its just at school. this sucks so bad. idk why but valentines day is important to me and its supposed to be the most romantic day of the year and yeah. i wanna spend it with my true love more then anything. yeah..i love him so much x3