The cottage was fun with tony. We got up there n it was really nice out. We went swimming. :) the "icecream social" was that ngiht. tony kept getting bit by bugs so her went n got my sweatshirt. aww we stayed up till around 430 in and out of sleep on the futon watching movies. i had to listen to my mom n dad fight in the bedroom till about 2. my mom was like sobbing. i felt so bad..tears came to my eyes. tony just held me n told me everything was ganna be ok. then they stopped n fell asleep. the next day some kid @ our lake whos the son of my dads friend wanted breakfast @ 8am so he had to wake up our whole damn family to eat. no one was even hungry. i only got like 4 hours of sleep. not cool..tony kept saying that kid was ganna drown all day. lol it was funny. after me n tonys wonderful boat ride we swam from like 11 to 330. we had fun. then we came in n had a snack n it started raining. it rained till about 6 then we went back swimming. came in around 9-930? My mom was feeling extra nice:) hehe..me n tony just love her. so we went for a walk n we stared @ the moon. it was so pretty. standing there with tony was just..idk..romantic:) i guess i wanted to sit down n tony wouldnt let me so i layed down in the middle of the road. i spilled alot of shit to him about dustin. i guess it didnt make him mad..he was actually happy that i told him n what i said to dustin..but i still know it made him shitty. ----HAHAHAHAHAHAA---- the sign 3 cookies n milk the crying The laghing "Brittany..shut uppppp" "what are you talking about?" "dont hate me" Michelle i dont want a pear im not a judge either "im sexy???" "the big one, then the little one, then the old man across the lake saying GO HOMMEEEEEEEE"The walk home n the noises wanna makeout? :) wow lots of memories. i love you ----HAHAHAHAHAHAA---- then the next morning i woke up to tony stroking my hair n my arm around 11. i guess he came into sleep n saw me laying there so cute so he had to sit there while i slept n just touch me:) hehe we went to the "picnic" then the "auction"..got 1 now 150 now 150 now 150? ugh so annoying. what does she need a ladder for? praise the lord! hahaha fun times went swimming some more. always a plus then had to go home. dad was being a dickhead. talked with my mom alittle in the car. my dad had said he was moving out sep. 1st. w.e cuddled with tony the whole way. huge smiles just kept coming. he told me how beautiful i was n whoa..set a record with my stomach. haha we are making progress:) got home..ate pizza n wings n talked to melissa online for a bit. that was my weekend. today wasnt so great. i woke up @ 130 from melissa coming into my room to wake me up. haha wow then i went downstairs to make a plan with tony to see him today. yea..didnt work out. my dad can be so gay. well..im going to shadowbrook tomarrow so yea..his moms ganna give me a ride after tonys donw working for his gpa. then my moms ganna pick me up after golfing and going out with her friend linda. that should be around 9 or 10?! my mom said if my dad finds out then she guess's she'll have to deal with it. for some reason my dad doesnt want me @ shadowbrook. dont know why..hes just gay:) i dwell on way to much shit. Brittany Blits signed on and all the sudden a knot cramped up my fucking stomach n i thought i was ganna puke all over. i know its over but ugh. i cant help it. tony acting all bitchy about it doesnt help much either. but he called my cell later n talked to me about it. i almost cried until he made me laugh about somthing that happned over the weekend. so we said good bye on that good note n he said i would see him tomarrow. did i long private entry tonight. i made it to god about some shit in my life. i needed to get it out just incase you were wondering. no going into details though. im talking to melissa right now. it fucking bothers the shit outta me when she says no one cares about her its not fucking true. i love her to death n shes like my best friend. i couldnt live without her. i tell that to tony almost everyday. he always says that he belives me n says that im good for melissa. i need her. shes different from everyone else. well its like 330 am..n im still talking to melissa..im getting shittier as the day goes on. wow..laterrr i love you