i had a really good time on thursday. I stayed after with tony and he brought me cookie from boces that he made:) i love him an they were good. haha i went home and ashley n jordan came with me. hung out there for a while n then called ginny up to do mounts. wasnt expecting to have a good time. mounts went well but then i got bored and said i was going home and ginny said that she was ganna come too. so we walked home together and we found ourselves not beig finished with out convo so she just came over:) we hung out in the basement and talked about EVERYTHING! it was so good to finally be able to just talk. i mean..i know i said i hated her and i wouldnt be her friend anymore but that was months ago and i miss her:( she was my BEST friend for ALONG time and yeah..i lub her. hehe we talked alot about travis, chuckie, tony and kaila. it was good..i didnt get sad or anything..just a good time with lots of laughs. i hope we can still be friends and continue to talk and stuff. talked to tony for awhile when he was at dans and he said he missed me all day. and then he went home and talked to him somemore. he was a sad little tony cuz he missed me. but i really wasnt WICKED sorry because i rally did have a good time and im glad i hung out. yesterday was friday and i stayed after for test corrections with beebe. tony went to the library and of course ashley went to beebes with me. haha hmm..then me n tony rode the bus home and he just HADDD to ask me all the people i have ever kissed. well..that made me feel like a whore. i mean..some of them i was going out with and some i wasnt. but it just got him in a bad mood because he only kissed like 3 girls and one of them being me and i feel bad. im like thanks for making me feel like a whore. hes like i did nothing brittany..and ur not a whore blabla bla. im like well im really gay. hes like i know:) im like if im so gay then why do you put up with me? hes like because i love you. im like :):):):) and i tried to be mad and i couldnt. hes like.."ur the only girl i have ever loved" and i know thats true..he has NEVER said i love you before me:) and hes like.."ill never love again..ur my last and true love" oh i love himmm! hes like is this over yet? lol im like yesssss:):):) im like one more thing..i did love and care about dustin but i wasnt IN love with him..your the only person ive ever been IN love with. hes like yeah ok. he didnt beleive me at frist but then he did and yeah. we walked to burger king and had SUCH A FUN TIMEEE! soooo mnay smiled. oh and haha i embarsed him in front of some guys at this car place. lol i was screaming he was gorgeous and hes like bitt ur embaressing me. im like WHY CUZ ALL THOSE GUYS ARE ACROSS THE STREETTT!!!???? haha he was so red. lol hes like ur an ass! haha it was so funny. hm..i had a hershy pie at BK and tony had onion rings and a chicken sandwhich that i had some bites out of:) then my mom gave us ride home. we hung out there for a while and we started watching fear factor and i hate all girls in bathing suits and hope they die:) hm. he reasured me i was beautiful and better then them though so im ok now! haha we went to battle of the bands which the first band sucked. hated hated hated it! and then dan goguens band wih john titcomb came on and they were really good. and it was sad that they had songs dedicated to bryan klemchuck. i felt bad. but over all it was an ok time. oh and i ripped my fucking favorite pants right in the effin croch when i jumped on jordnas back. im so fucking stupid and it ruind my night:) haha not really but i was mad. we went home after dans band. it was kinda lame..the whole thing i mean. so we went home and tony decided we would watch the passions of the christ with me..i already saw it in thearters when it just came out but i thought it was a good idea if tony watched it. he thought it was so sad and really gory. he felt like an ass after making fun of it before he even saw it. he said it was worth watching and hes glad he did. he said that he was sad and it made him think alot though. but i guess thats what the movies supposed to do. my mom rented that movie, without a paddle(me n tony saw that in theaters), alien vs. preditor and some other movie that i cant remebr. tony took without a paddle with him to watch with sean n dustin. tony ended up going to sean house for the night alittle b4 midnight. then i called him on the walk home and then called melissa and talked to her for alittle while. then i callked tony for a while. then i went to sleep. then i woke up at 2am and called tony:) then i went to sleep again. then i woke up at 8am cuz my faggot brother whom is gay:) well me n tony are ganna hang out today and im excited:)