We picked up tony around 330. me n my mom had a talk about how shittys shes been for the past week. so when we got tony i already felt like shit. i told him abourt everything n the way i felt..he was there. he always is. thats what i love about him. the gary showed up. i got all shitt again n wnet to take a shower. gary brought us all dinner. i felt guilty eating it. idk. then we went to dustins going away thing. That sucked. I hate adrian. shes a bitch. i dont even care that shes dustins gf..or they made out in front of me. i could give a shit less about that. i dont even care about either of them. not even dustin anymore. he has become someone i just dont even wanna be around anymore. but yea..when i was around the corner which adrian didnt know..i heard her talking shit about me to her slutty friend. god that pisses me off. fucking bitch. it got better towreds the end though. me n tony both losend up a bit. made out some:)..idk..hung around. walked home around 9. my mom picked us up @ the gas station. then came back here n chilled for a while. it wasnt a great day or anything. i was shitty for most of it. im scared that i ruind tonys day too. i dont wanna do that. he deserves to be the happiest guy ever:) im not so shitty anymore. i have thought alot about alot of stuff..alot haveing to do with tony n our love. got me happier. hopefully i cam see him tomarrow too:) no ones really online. so im ganna be bored. i dont wanna go back to school. school should die:) well melissa just got on so im ganna go talk to her. i love you more then anything tony.