Yesterday i hung out with melissa for alittle while after school. Watched her video of Skyler, Keith and Josh. haha it was wicked funny. Tony came over @ 430 from scotts house. We watched the video again to show tony. wow. it was just so funny. skylers wicked hilarious. Then melissa left around 530. had dinner. Gary came over n then we all went to see the grudge. it was a wicked good movie. i was wicked scared. it was alittle confusing cuz there was flashbacks n stuff but it was wicked good. it deffinetly leaves you with wanting more. Tony was all cuddled up with me n holding me. ugh i loved it. he scared me a few times:( hehe hes so cute. he kept telling me he loves me through the movie n telling me that its ok cuz i was scared. haha i loveee himmm x3 thenwe came back to my house. we put a breast cancer thing on the back of garys car. haha he found it though. then me n tony went for a walk n stole this one ribbon off some ppls car. little did we know they were right outside. wow. they were like BRING THAT BACK!!! then tonys like runnn. so we ran half way round the block. by then i couldnt breath like at all. so we hid behind a car. cuz they like chased us in a car. haha then we went through some back yards. we were walking along the side walk back to the one car we took it from to put it back then the car pulled up. a girl got out n mad eus put it back n say sorry. haha then we just left. we hung around outside for a while. got in this little fight thing about some girl calling my cell phone. stupid bitch. yea well that shit led to more shit n i end up balling in the middle of the road at 10 at night. i yelled at tony for like the first time n i said some shit that i didnt mean at all. i felt so fucking bad so i was crying about that too. he was very understanding most of the time n held me. he opoligized as much as i did. that took up like 45 mins. it sucked wicked bad. that was bad. but in a way we both got out some stuff that has been on our minds for along time so i guess it wasnt SO bad. i love after i have been crying n not talking for a while n then he kisses me. for some reason they feel different from any other kiss. it feels softer and more meaningful. idk. but i love those kisses. they're most beautiful. speaking of beautiful..i had makup RUNNING down my face with his sweatshirt on along with these jeans with holes in them with my zipper missing n hes like brittany you are so beautiful and i love you so so so much. i promise. im so sorry. i was like look at me..how canyou sayim beautiful. n hes like brittany, you are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. ugh. i just melted. i love him more then anything in the world and i always will. no matter what. i dont give a shit if were not together or not. i will always love Anthony James Knopick..forever. then we walked back n went on the computer for alittle while. i heard the song over and over by nelly for the first time. i love that song now. tony downloaded it for me. then we layed on the beanbag n we were wicked cold so we layed down next to the fire just cuddling. hardly any words till me started laughing about some girl falling and the nurse coming in with a wheelchair. haha omg. we couldnt stop. it was wicked funny. then we sorda watched the end of the movie the day after tomarrow. i saw it in theaters with my dad along time ago. tony never saw it so i kept saying DONT WATCH IT, ITS THE ENDDD!! haha yea im gay. then tonys mom came n picked him up. he took my sweatshirt home with himt to wear to bed:D (even though it had stains on it) aww hes so cute. Im going to shadowbrook until like 6 today cuz me my mom g3, gary and my brother are all going to tioga gardens. that should be fun and scary although i wish tony could come. he cant cuz my mom just wanted to do somthing with us kids and gary. oh well. at least i get to spend sometime with tony:) hes at danielles right now. he just called me. idk. i trust him but its just the thought that he was mad that i had dustin over n now hes at danielles. i know they are friends. thats fine. i wouldnt care that he was over there its just he was mad when dustin was here. oh well. maybe ill mention somthing. i just dont want it to turn into a big deal. but i gotta go get ready. his moms ganna pick me up around 1. its 1230. so ill write later tonight probly. i love you more then anything tony.