Well yesterday I woke up and got ready around 9 and then got melissa at 930. got to school and tony was in the lobby waiting for us:) we went to the giant and ate subs for breakfast? haha n then walked back. me n tony studyed for my math midterm/regents right b4 the test. Tony said all these things about believing in me and how he loves me so much:) when i got in there it really wasnt that hard. i thought i did alright. Dan said he did alright too. after the midterm i hung out with tony n then decided to stay after with him. melissa stayed after with us too. we had a really good time. i love spending time with tony. too bad my mom said he couldnt come over that day..she said maybe thursday or friday? idk i got home and waited for 2 hours for tony to get online. i guess he was playing football in the snow? idk..i guess their whole street was there + Tracei and Miranda. cool huh? i wish i was there too:( then we got talking n stuff and my mom handed me a piece of paper. it was a "contract" about my grounding issues. it was so fucking gay. Choice A..Get grounded for another 5 weeks and do nothing and hope i raise up my grades. Choice B..Be off grounding for 5 weeks, but if i even fail 1 class im grounded for the rest of the year..and if im not passing by by the end of the year then theres deffiently no driving for me this summer. umm advice please!? so i dont know what to do. me n tony got into an argument about it last night and it sucked wicked bad. i cant help but cry no matter how much he hates it. when something bad happens with me n tony..i break down wheather its worth it or not. im sorry for crying but wow. i dont even know. i wish i could stop. but anyways..he said he was sorry later on and i guess everythings ok? idk it still hurts though. i thought about it all today. tony said he was ganna call me later but my mom took my fucking cell phone. he said if i didnt answer, he would leave me a message so i was excited to get that in the morning. i hardly studied at all for the midterms taking place the next day. i just didnt feel like it. i either wanted to fall asleep or just sit there n cry. i feel asleep b4 1030.