Yesterday Dan started shit with me online. wasnt fucking cool. then tonys mom came n picked us up to go out to eat but that didnt end up happening so she just dropped us back off n said she would take us another time :) but yea..tony got me an AE spray called dreamy darling that i wanted for a while. n i gave him the Pacsun calogne i got for himthe same day:) hehe..then dan started shit once again with me on the way to bk. i was in shitty mood almost the whole time we were there cuz of him. then after bk on the way to melissas he started shit again n all i remeber is saying FUCK YOOU wicked loud n telling him i was ganna punch him right in the face. he stared laughing ughhhh then tony started telling me i was "pmsing" which wasnt it @ all (which he opoligized for :D) so i got more pissed n walked in head of them. got to melissas house n started to bitch to her about dan. then i called my cell cuz tony had it and told them how to get to melissas cuz they had stopped @ some car lot to look. then they started laughing @ me so i got even more mad. so i was like just get down here n then tony hung up. Tony had promised me he would never hang up on me sence umm..some guy used to do that to me all the fuckin time. even though tony could see me from where he was..idk how to explain it..maybe i took it alittle far but i was already in a bitchy mood. i felt like i was ganna puke from all the knots in my tummy from all the arguing. then me n tony got talking on the way to watch mark n sky skate. ugh. i started crying (i hate crying) n he was like whay are you crying n im like cuz ur mad. then we didnt really talk n then dan had the nerve to ask my if i was mad n why..i just walked away n called my dad to see if he was home yet which he wasnt n then started yelling @ me..so that made my day even better ;) then i just sat down against a wall n just cried. i was there for about 2 mins when tony came n put his arms around me. we started talking. i was like tony..i hate fighting with you..when were fighting thats all i think about. i feel like when me n tony are mad at eachother..im alone n have no one. tonys my everything n i go to him with all thats on my mind. hes like its ok baby..its over. i love you so much. its always a plus to hear that. then we started walking back to my house. i told tony i had to talk to him about something later. hes like alright. when we got to my house we just sat down n dan started shit with AGAIN! god..arent you even sick of hearing about it. wow..im sick of living it. idk..he was calling me fat, slutty, whore, stupid a bunch of other things. ( he says whever he says that hes just "joking") but wow..i was so mad. i was screaming @ him. then i slammed my food on the counter n went down stairs n blasted some music. melissa came down n i was like how much you wanna bet tonys up there just sitting there n not sticking up for me n bla bla bla n melissa interutped me with..britt..you better stop..listen upstairs! tonys yelling @ dan right now. i was like huhhh? so when tony came down finally hes like..wow im getting wicked pissed off. im sick of him calling you shit weather its a joke or not. im done. i just blew up @ him. in a way it made me feel so much better knowing that he stuck up for me. he actually cared. later i found out that my brother n ashley stuck up for me too..thanks guys:) me n dan didnt talk to much the rest of the day..aha he had no friends that were @ my house that day to talk to anyway. it was quite funny. so yea..me n tony just hung around some more. everything was fine. me n tony went to go talk about what i wanted to tell him earlier upstairs..so we went upstairs on the couch n then all these ppl started coming up so we were like ugh screw this. but then i had a brilliant idea of going outside n laying in the grass:) i finally told him what i have been wanting to tell him for 4 months. stephanie n now tony are the only ppl who know now. im glad i got it out in the open even though i was alittle nervous when i was in the middle of telling him. but i trust him..even with my life n i know he wont betray me. so yea.. wow long day. Today..tonys mom came n got me around 1130. haha i was like half asleep. she took me back to their house. me n tony walked to dans. went inside. sat on his bed. n then dan said we had to leave cuz of his mom er somthing. no words were said. so we left..took alittle walk, went to the creek n then we went back to tonys when his mom caught us on her way out. we went to the gas station with her in west corners fer alittle then she brought us back. i helped tony take the recycle bin in :) hehe..we just hung around @ his house for most of the day. i figured out i was allergic to pee wee:( that sucks. shes so cute. i saw erics face for the first time. he was actually acting really nice seeing he didnt get any sleep what so ever last night because of a tooth ache he has. but yea..he was nice for a change which was good considering i was there n was kinda scared already. we made like 10 year old mac n cheese. haha..we had apple pie..nd umm..kool aid:) hehe havnt had that in a while. then we started walking to the end of the road to wait for my mom n saw dan. not much more was said then either. then stephanie started walkin towards us. i guess she got a new boyfriend steve. hes 14..so yea that will be interasting. idk how long that will last. we got to my house n just chilled around. got a disturbing call that didnt exactly brighten my day but im trying to deal with it. we had pizza n some pasta salads. haha n bownies n cake:) watched charlies angels while getting 2 wonderful massages from the most bestest guy in the world. umm..what else? umm..my dad took off somewhere without telling anyone..n its 1am right now n he just came in about 5 mins ago n he wont tell me where he went so that was cool:) idk what else happened. umm..o yea..i saw tonys wall of me:) hehe its so cute. he keeps like everything i had like ever given him. dan i-med me alittle while ago n opoligized but then we got talking n he might not talk to me or hang out with me anymore because he "thinks its best" i dont want that to happen but i guess its his choice. w.e idk what to say anymore..he can be such an ass..but then he can be the most awesome person. i cant deal with him though some times. umm what else? hmm..not much i dont think. well..i juss wanna say that i love hanging out with tony as much as i can. he puts me in the happiest moods n makes me feel important n specail. i think hes coming over tomarrow too. maybe around 12. we'll have to see. im out though..my fingers hurt like a bitch..n my eyes are starting to now too. so nighty night kidss i love you more then you could ever know tony n i wanna be with you forever n ever. i promise