Last night i balled my eyes outt until i couldnt cry anymore from all the burning and soon i was asleep. Tony had called and thats whn i started to cry so bad. My mom said i could have 1 more day with tony which was today and we went to the mall. Tony and his mom picked me up at like 12:30 and it was so fun. It was all laughs and i love yous. Everything was perfect besides the point that it was my last day with him. I got tearyed at lunch at the chinese place but it paced by. Tony baught me these WICKED cute earings at JCPenny's. They are hearts with dimonds. ugh. i love them. Then he baught me another pendent for my necklace he got me for christmas. Its a cross with like little dimonds in them. its wicked pretty. he was so sweet today. all day long. we saw will and candice at the mall. Tony said that i was WAY prettier than candice and all this other great stuff. it made me feel so much better. me n tony split a cinnomin bun. it was so good. tony got a shirt and 2 hats. i think he got osmething else too but i cant remeber. I got a sweatshirt and a shirt from American Eagle and a Purse from pacsun. i love them so much. I also got tonys mom this crystal thingy she wanted for a late christmas present. When we were in champs it was almost 5 and my phone rang and i new it was my mom saying she was coming to pick us up. i got this huge knot in my stomach. i picked it up and my voice was so crackly. She was coming in 15 mins. i started crying right in the store on tonys shoulder. it was humiliating but i couldnt help it. i had 15 mins left with him. god im getting teary eyed right now. ugh. we went on to this bench by villa where my mom was ganna get us and just sat n talked. Tony was telling me how much he loves me and how hes never ganna let me go and how he will love me no matter what happens. i guess it made me feel alittle better. My mom took the long way to tonys house so we were in the car for like 1/2 hour or so. the whole time we were cuddling, kissing, saying i love you or tearying up. When we came to his house i lost it. i couldnt help it. i just balled. i went inside tonys house to give his mom the present i got her. i was still crying. she opened it and she said she loved it. she gave me a hug and kiss. she knew i was crying. i was embaressed but didnt care at the same time. i couldnt let go of tony. i couldnt. he was crying alittle but not as much as me. im such a baby when it comes to him. i get so emotional. ugh. i hate being away from him. He blew me a kiss when i was driving away. i watched him for as long as the way we went let me. he looked as if he wasnt moving. just standing there. i balled the whole way home. i talked to my mom alittle n told her what tony got me n stuff. but thats about it. it was so hard leaving tony. i hate it. i feel like im ganna puke. Came home n had some dinner and got online. Tony wasnt on when he said he was ganna be. i was worried because he had said he was ganna walk around alittle bit b4 he went to joes house. he was like over a half hour late so i was like ehh. then he called from dustins at like 705. Talked to him alittle bit. prolly for like 8 mins. i cryed again. he tryed not to because dustin was right there. He might be going to dustins new house tomarrow to paint n stuff and he said he might stop by so thats wicked good. tonys going to joes like right now so im ganna talk to him online shortly. ugh. this is ganna be the worst new years ever :'( I Love You More than Anything Hunnie