the last time i showerd was on wednesday afternoon..its now saturday morning. I stayed home the whole time..i had no where to go. Tony Came over thursday but i let him know i wasnt ganna shower..i didnt feel good that day. but w.e..i think its funny how i just wrote a paragraph on how i feel gross cuz i didnt take a shower. im dumb When i woke up today..the light was shining in through my window..n my imidiate wthought was..WE CAN GO TO THE LAKE..ITS GOOD WEATHER. WTF WAS MY MOM THINKING. o well..i get to see tony today anyway. but still..i like staying up all night with him just laying there. *favorite thing with him*..i also woke up in a better mood that i fell asleep in..but i cant wait to talk more with tony about last night. We have to go to this thing My uncle is having today..i think we are bringing tony though..he likes my Family..well hang on My mom- He has always liked her..he always says "i love ur mom"..but then i had this fight with her n he was all like o shes stupid n bla bla bla. That kinda hurt..I like the realationship That Tony n my mom share. My mom never got close with any of my boyfriends b4. It means alot to me. My brother- Well he used to like him. Until he found out he beat me n i have a huge bruise. Not Tonys mad @ him n doesnt wanna talk to him. The realationship With him n my bro is important to me too..not as important as the one with my mom but still important. My brother adores Tony..He talks about him all the time..i hope thing will get better with him too. My Dad- My dad never gets close to any of my boyfriends. Its one of those things.."hey how ya doin" n thats all. I wish my dad would try to get close to tony. My dad sees tony as just some 18 year old kid that i just picked up. like he doesnt trust him with his little girl. Which is understandable but on my point of veiw..my dad doesnt know tony like i do..he never will. but i wish they could get closer like tony n my mom are. As you can see the realationship my family have with my boyfriend is very important to me. Well..this was an ok entry..i wrote about little dumb things that mean alot to me..im out though..write more more into the day probly, later I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!