Monday. nothing happened. went to school. found out that my spanish grade for the quarter is a 61. My grade at 5 week was 60 so it went up a point so i cant get yelled at..i think:-/ hmm..what else? nothing happened. stayed home n talked to tony on the computer all day n thats about it. haha yeah. i like talking on the comp though. most of the time its fun but umm yeah. enough of monday. haha i have way better things to talk about that happened on the great day of tuesday. Tuesday(yesterday). hmm..went to school. found out my grade for math for the quarter is a 59. yeah. umm..in 5 week it was a 63 and i didnt even try. so when i try i get lower?! yeah. i felt shitty fer like a few periods. i cant even raise my fucking math grade 2 points to pass. im pathetic. um after school tonys mom picked us up n dropped off a vaccume cleaner n got some pizza at tonys the resturaunt:) after that we went to the giant n the gas station. um, then we went to dans house. hung out there until we heard a knock at the door. it was dustin tim n ian. they were telling tony that tracei wants to fight me so tony came in n got me. i went outside n tracei was hiding behind a tree. haha n i could even see her cigg smoke right next to it. wow. cool huh? i said i wasnt ganna fight her for reasons that didnt exist. i dont care if they think i bitched out or not. i wasnt ganna fucking fight her. i stood there n talked to them for alittle while when tracei was STILL behind the tree but then tony n dan wanted to go back inside cuz it was cold. so we did. then another knock was at the door. tony got it. it was tracei wanting to "talk to me" so tony came n got me agian. i went out there n right off the bat tracei was in my face flipping shit which got me WICKED defensive. yeah. i went off on her ass. i was fucking pissed. everyone thought i was ganna hit her n if i did..they knew i would stomp her face:) but all that really happened was bitching back n forth for like a 1/2 hour. it felt good to just yell n scream at her n get all the shit out i needed to. wow. i liked it. some parts..she didnt know what to say so she just sat there looking stupid n dumbfound. haha it was funny. tony got his cracks in too. dan agreed with me too. but then tracei said that the only reason she was over here was cuz i wanted to fight her. i immediatly looked at dustin n he was fucking smiling. he admitted to me that he told her that i said that cuz he wanted to see i fight. yes..i yelled at him. thats fucking wrong. anyways..me n tracei came to the agreement that we arent ganna talk shit. its done n over. we can say hi n shit in the halls. its just done. so its good..fer now at least. then me tony n dan just went back inside n just talked about what just happened. they really though i was ganna hit her. they said i woulda kicked the shit outta her. made me feel special in a weird way. aha then later me n tony left dans n walked to joes house. imidiatly after we got there i fell asleep:) haha tony woke me up around 830 something? then i said 10 more minutes. i guess i was snoring n itching my face. ahaha. then me n tony walked back. tony couldnt stop calling me cute. oh yeah..n i have a new name. "Punker Melon". haha god only knows why. on our walk we saw stephanie come out of dustins house. then dustin shortly after. right when dustinc ame out i was like "ur a fucking asshole." hes like what? im like "dont fucking smirk at me. what you did was wrong. stay out of my fucking business" hes like..i knew you guys werent ganna fight. but look, i got you guys to talk. i go "ur intention was not to get us to talk. you wanted us to fight. dont fucking lie" then me n tony left. tony said that was cool because he never saw me yell at him. then my mom came n talked to stephanie n dustin while me n tony were getting my shit from his house. i went home n had some dinner with my mom around 930. then fell asleep. my mom said stephanie could come over the next day so thats what i had planned today. i was wickedddd excited. she hasnt been here n forever. not really used to it. she was here 24/7 in the summer. so i was excited=) well that was monday n tuesday. monday was alright for a "nothing day" n tuesday was still good. i had a really good day. idc about the tracei n dustin shit. i had fun actually. n i felt awesome n my new pacsun coat anyways. haha yeah thats right=) well im out. ill write about today alittle later. tonys online n i wanna talk to him. i love you hunny bunny bear and i will till i take my very last breath. i promise you tony. we can get through anything.