yesterday Tony came over around 2 n we went for like n hour n a 1/2 walk. ahha than came back n "lifted weights" hes so hott. Made some spagettios n hung around the house. Watched part of Big daddy until we had to leave to the highland park hay ride:) Waited in line n saw some gay kid twisting ppl around. wow he wears that same wife beater every fucking day. gross man. got in n walked trhough this little haunted house or somthing while ripping tonys arm off from being scared. haha then waited in another line for the actual ride. Made fun of some ppl n told some fun jokes with gary. haha got on n was alittle scared in the beginning. then the train horn n the spiders got me. i fucking screamed n like ripped tonys arm half way off. haha he called me cute:) after the hay ride gary baught us all hot cider n a candy apple:) then we went to go do some gunit bowling. i knicked tonys ass both times. haha had alot of fun there too. played 3 games. tony baught me a smarty lolliepop too. yea thats right:D haha then came home n watched the rest of big daddy n waited for my mom n gary to get back with the pizza n wings. when they got home we ate n then i didnt feel that great. i was laying there with a tummy ache. tony was just rubbing my back making me feel better. thats a deffinet good thing. my brother started being really annoying n tony warned him that he was ganna stomp him but he didnt listen so tony twisted his nipple. Zack started crying n went upstairs n my mom noticed he was crying. of course my brother told her. now my moms mad @ tony n tony feels wicked bad. my moms major thing is that tonys 18 n zacks 13 n tony shouldnt be hurting her son. our point is that tony n zack fool around all the time n hit eachother. maybe tony did it alittle hard this time but get over it. idk. tonys coming over today n hes ganna talk to my mom n oploigize n all this other ish. so yea. hope this all works out. hes supposed to be here in like 10 mins n i was suposed to be in the shower n hour ago. haha im so lazy. i just found out about 1/2 hour ago about dans dad. apperently his dad right now isnt his real dad. they lied to him all his life. his real dad was left by his mother when he was about 8 months old. His name was bill. Micheal, His dad that he has been living with most of his life has lied to him all this time. thats fucked up. i feel wicked bad for dan. well i gotta get ready..hopefully todays ganna be a good day. i love you more then anything tony n i had an amazing day yesterday. hopefully todays just as or more.