hmm Our one year anniversary was on Saturday March 5, 2005. I cant beleive that its been this long. hes the greatest:) I havent got to write about it because i just havent found the time even though i did to take that interesting survey below:) haha
We began the day talking on the phone for a while n then he told me to meet him at the gas station. was to walk from home and he was walking from dustins house. Well he wasnt at the gas station so i walked ALL the way to Dustins house and when i knocked on the door tony came out. I cant explain to you how gorgeous he was just walking down the stairs. i cant tell you. I really cant. Amazing. i forgot all about being mad that he wasnt at the gas stationwhen he was supossed to be and just had to stare for another minute. i was completly amazed. His eyes, Clothes, His new hair cut and just everything. he looked compltely well put together and incredible. well i guess dustins mom offered to give tony a ride to my house but when tony called my house to tell me i had already walked out the door. so whatever. didnt matter. wasnt ganna ruin our perfect day. I wanted to walk though so we ended up not taking the ride from dustins mom anyways. It was CLEAR blue skys and sunshine for out perfect dayx3
When we got to my house tony had some maccaroni salad and then took a shower while i went on the computer for a while. Then tony came down stairs from the shower with my new soap that he used which made him smell perfect:) he came up behind me n just put his arms around my neck n told me he loved me. another big perfect for you. After that i got in the shower and used the same sponge thingy as tony did:) and it was still wet! haha yes..it was great. then i got out n tony and my mom had left for alittle while..like 20 mins?
When they came back tony had 1 dozen deep red roses for me wrapped in pretty pink and red paper that im deffinelty keeping:) and ya know those little cards that come with the flowers..yeah. hes a sweetheart:) and he got me a real card with puppies on them and it says something like "Happy anniversary. To another year ahead of us" and then he added on "and many more to come" ohh man hes the sweetest. i love him so much. so of course i was sparkly eyed and my huge smile that was plastered on my face with my HUMONGOUS cheeks bulging out of my face..but it was all good:) hehe
then we walked to tonys pizza and sat at alittle table in the middle:) we got pizza, salad and rolls! and 2 sodas for each of us! he payed cuz yeah..hes so niiiice. we had a really good dinner and came to the conlusion we love the name Annie Anne:) it was perfect. we got on the subject of heaven n hell for some reason and i said "dont you wanna go to heaven?" he replied with "im already there" with a smerk on his face looking at me and wow. it was sooo great. i loove him so much. such a sweetheart and i fall for it everytime even if im soo mad at him. he always knows how to get out of whatever hes in:)
Then my mom Picked us up from there and we went to the movies to see Hitch. we shared a sprite and had some M&M's:) It was a really good movie too. Hilarious. "I YELLED AT HER, I YELLED AT MY BOSS, I QUIT MY JOB!!"..."what?" haha and when he kicked the girl in the face and off the side of the jet ski! haha "so whats ur name? Eggnog?".."no egon" haha omg it was Such a good time with him. and of course..the time tony asked me out was 9:35 at night on March 5, 2004 so during the movie he looked at me and hes like "Happy 1 year baby..i love you" omg i cant explain how lucky i felt to have him. he makes me feel so speical. i love it. idk it was just so perfect.
after the movie we came back to my house and cuddled:) it was perfect until something happened? i dont remeber how it started. but i ended up crying and he ended up comferting me:) so it ended up not being SO bad. i would have left that part out if i had the choice but we made due:) hehe hes the greatest guy ever!! then dustin called n said he had to leave? which was such bullshit and yeah.
it caused sooo much shit that night. tony RAN down to CVS to meen dustin and dustin wasnt there and idk. all this confusing shit happened and it didnt help that when tony had my phone it died cuz of low battery. so at 1145 dustin calls from his house.."wheres tony?" im like idk im soo worried bla bla bla and next thing i know theres a knock on my door at midnight. it was tony:):) he was ok. i was soo worried that something happened to him. he stayed at CVS for alittle while n then walked back to my house. my mom was mad that he was here but after i explain everthing she was ok with it. but then dustin fucking lied and said he came to my house? fucking lieing piece of shit bastard! yeah made me mad. he did NOT stop by my house. hmm
so then tony went home after aopoligizing to my mom and going pee:) i called him at like 1245 and talked to him for a while n then i went to sleep and set my alarm and talked to him again at like 3? hehe im a loserrr!!! but that was my whole night and yeah..it was great:)
hmm..so its been more than a year now and im soo happy. hes the best thing that ever happened to me and i have no idea what i would do without him. i love him more than anything ever and he had the most amazing impact on my life. I'm so deeply in love with him and always will be.
and im sry about the thing about calling myself fat its just i feel icky...
anyways..i really hope this becca thing blows over soon..i just feel really sad :(
-marcy-
~chantel