Yeah, i talked to dan a few days ago and he told me that Brittany Blits might be comeing back to our school which i REALLY dont want to happen. I was happy that she was gone. I know nothing can be the same again. I know it cant. Just seeing her is Hard and just talking to her is hard too. And this is ganna sound wicked gay, but just seeing her name on my buddylist when she gets on puts a knot smack dab in the middle of my stomache which pulls and and twists. I feel like i could puke. I know that sounds dumb but its the way i feel. I talked to Tony about it n he tried helping me and reasuring me nothing bad is going to happen. But then i think..shes not even moving here for sure..its not a deffinet yet. *thank God* I dont want Anything to change Well i just needed to get that off my chest. I hate holding things back, but sometimes i think its best. I dont want to bother people, especially tony about my stupid pittiful problems. Its not something he should have to deal with. Its something that i have to deal with no matter how hard i try not to. Its something that i will never be able to forget. I will Always remember what Happened.