Saturday - well that was one of the shittiest days i have had in a while. my mom was thinking about letting me see tony then she said it wasnt a good day. tony as at danielles with dustin till like 230 n then tony went to dustins until 6. i was talking on the phone with stephanie most of that time. got online at like 645 n tony was on. he made me feel so much better. we talked for more then 4 hours straight. well..i went to get some raman noodles but thats it. i wasnt bored on bit. i had a good time. but up n till then it it was sitting on my ass or crying. yeah..it sucked. but omg. stephanie made me feel better all throught out the day when i had my moments. im egtting so much closer to her n it feel so good. i love that girl. Sunday(today) - Today was a MUCH better day. woke up n my mom let me see tony today. so i got ready n left. Went to my dads house to grab my brother cuz he had to go bowling. My daddy suprised us with a doggy. Its a Blonde Lab. His name is Tobey=) hes wicked cute. hes like 6 weeks old. verr very adorable. then we went to take zack to the bowling alley and it was cloed for some reason. so we stopped at the house for somthing my mom forgot then dropped zack back off at my dads house. i guess they werre ganna get a xmas tree or somthing. so FIANLLYYY we got to get tony. he was outside with tim when we pulled up to his house so i saw him run to the car b4 we beeped. x3 cutie.he got in the car n we just cuddled. we went to go eat lunch at taco bell. omg we laughed our asses off with my mom about a ton of shit. omg. we were like making a seen. i love it when we do that x3 then we went to home depo. me n tony waited in the car for 45 mins until my mom fianlly came out. haha. the windows were steamy :-x haha It was so good to see him. i had the most fun. i couldnt stop kissing him and syaing i love you. same with him. it was an awesome day. he whisperd i love you in my ear n idk. it felt like it meant so much that time mroe then any other. it was great. after home depo we went back to my house. only for like 10 mins though. we read a chirstmas story together. haha we read every other page. his turn then mine=) cuddled on the couch alittle. showed him our changes to the house and of course our christmas tree. cuddled on the coush alittle n tony was playing the doggies that he missed to much. aha. everything was just great. then we had to leave=( my mom said that she wasnt ganna tell my dad n our time together was only ganna be for a few hours. we went to eckard on the way to tonys house. got some conditionar. Tony wants me to ask him to the Sadie Hawkins Dance. idk if i wanna go though. ill let him know. then took him home. i couldnt let go. we went to his door n his mom didnt come so i had my mom take him to joes house=) more time with him so i didnt care. cuddling is my favorite. then i couldnt let him go again at joes but i had to. then i came home. got online and i have been talking to tony ever sence. its like 905 right now n i started talking to him at like 10 of 4. hehe. talked about dustin. that wasnt good. had alittle thing about that. lasted alittle while but things are better now. thank god. dustins a douche bag. he ruins everything. im getting to the point where i dont even like him anymore. well im ganna go. my moms home n tony waiting to talk to me sence im ganna i-m him when im done with this even though i was already almost done when he told me to i-m him. haha that was a mouth full. im outt though. i love you more than anything tony and this day was amazing. thanks you for making me feel so loved and beautiful. ur the best. By the way..Happy 9 Months to me n tony today. Were ganna make it. i know it. we are perfect for eachother and we are so deeply in love and will be forever and ever.