Yesterday Tony n Dan met Me n Melissa @ her house. I had like a sudden allergy attack. I was like dieing. haha we watched taking lives..Ithought it was good but dan n tony didnt like it. We walked to subway n arbys. hung out there for a while. Then went back to melissas for alittle while. I was laying on the little balocny porch thing n tony kept making like he was ganna push me off. I was scared. not just that type of scared when you want the guy to "protect you" like every girl knows about..but the real scared. i dont like hights. But he stopped n said he would never let me fall. Then we walked to the train tracks. Hung out there for a while. Me n tony took off alone for alittle while on the tacks. throwing rocks n such. nothing big. just talking. dan tryed to be cool n smoke but that just wasnt happening. hes a hypocrite for yelling @ me n ashley n then hes doing it also. Fucking gay man. Then tony n dan were leaving n tony would let go of me. part of it was real n the other part was to make dan mad. it was so funny. i couldnt stop laughing. then he "left" n 10 secs. later he was back again. haha n then dans like HOLY FUCKING SHITTT!! he was so mad. then tony really left n me n mel heard dan yelling @ him down the street. it was funny. what a cute kid. then me n melissa came back here n juss hungout a while. garry came over. yea..lots of looks n stares n awkward silences. w.e then me n melissa went upstairs around 3 n stayed up till like 4. when we woke up we had the plans from last ngiht to go to the highschool with ashley n meet tony there. i switched my schedual to eat lunch with tony n have health n keyboarding with ahsley n melissa. hope this works out. I saw Ashleys pics. they came ou cute, the ones with me n tony of course:) haha We went to Alimantis for lunch. Tony got me pizza n orange soda:) he didnt have to but hes just a sweet guy like that. then we came back to the school n hung out there for a while until ashleys cheer practice ended. my mom ended up picking us up n had some pizza left over in the car:) yummm. My mom then dropped off melissa n me n tony hung out @ the house for while. my mom bought me this awseom game thing. haha me n tony were entertained for a bit. we had play fights n stuff. cute things that i love all night. then he went home around 8. its alomost 10 n i have to get off soon cuz of this fucked up rule my mom made which tony seems to think is for my own good. which its good he thinks that i guess, hes just trying to look out for me along with my mom. i talked to my dad today..it got me sad. i never actually thought i would miss him this much. im getting to the point where im not ok with this divorce thing anymore. i cant do shit though. it fucking sucks. i talked to tony about it. he made me feel @ leats alittle better. idk about my brother though..hes more upset about it then i am. well im out..ill write more tomarrow after my first fucking day of school. SCHOOL = SHITHOLE MOTHER FUCKERS Leave me some comments maybe? 0:-)