i love tony. he makes me the happiest girl in the world. it feels like now that im happy other ppl arent cuz im spending too much time with tony. in my eyes, it doesnt feel like enough. why cant i do what i wanna do? its my life. n besides, i spend alot of time with my friends, i might talk about tony but if that pisses them off then fine..i wont fucking do it. i help my friends out alot or @ least try to. maybe im just not fucking good enough. whatever. im sick of it n it pisses me the fuck off. i dont wanna lose a good fucking friend over something as stupid as this shit. i mean come on..it isnt worth it, Right?