Went to a movie, it was scary. I went with two good kids I know. They wont even swear. They are pretty funny. One of them tried to hold my hand, but I didnt let him. I dont feel like being that close to a guy for awhile. Then we went to Wal*Mart, and they bought me M&M's. They make me laugh. It feels good laugh. "Laughter is the best medicine." He talked to me today, he said that "Tommorow around 5" he wanted to hang out with me. I told him maybe after I get back from Canada. he said "whatever you want." I am terrified of people that have gotten to know me. People who know you, know what can hurt you. You give your trust to people who know you. He gets angry so easily, it amuses me. She is one of my best friends. We have known each other since Sunday school. My sister is coming up tommorow. She says she wants to take me to lunch. She says that she misses me. She lies. Lies lies lies. They all tell me lies. They say "You are beautiful!", they say "you are cute", they say "you are a good person.", they dont know that to live without me would make them happier. God doesnt care. Hell is a place where we think about our sins. Heaven is a place we go to after Earth and Hell. Thats why god is going to have the apocolypse, he is tired of us. I dont want to die. He said he missed me. Nothing else to say. In the name of trust