I woke up last night wondering where I was. My brain tickles, it wont sleep, my eyes tell me I am unhappy when I want to cry. I shouldnt be unhappy. My emotions jump from one extreme to the next. At one moment I am I so happy and content with my life, and the next I just want to be done with it. The only thing there is to do is be happy and cut years from my life at the same time. I keep forgetting myself and then remembering who I am later. Its a cycle I go through, I will prolly be better soon. Almost everyone I know has had a bad week, which doesnt help things any. I pick up emotions pretty easy. One day I came into my house and I had this overwhelming urge to cry, which I understood later when I found my mom crying. She hasnt had a good week. I dont think I will do anything about my unhappiness... because I dont know what to do. Just cope, deal with it, everything will be better soon. I keep wondering about the future. The places that I see myself change as dramatically and suddenly as my emotions. Its not healthy. People have an irrational fear of interveiwers. I dont know what else to say.