I lay on the sharp grass, letting myself get colder. My friends where a little ways away from me. The multicolored lights flashed on and off of me. They laughed and talked. I lay. Quiet. Pondering death and how quick it could happen. I saw the blood. That was friday. This morning I had to go to a parade. My wrists where hurting before and after. I think I might have done something to them. I came home and took a bubble bath. A big bubble bath. Bubbles rose high above my head and got on the floor. It was a nice bath. Then I took a nap. I didnt want to wake up. My mom dyed my hair again, we where trying to make it blonde... it just turned a lighter shade of red. Then I went to play with my friends. He was there. We made out. The rest of the night was boring. I am so lame. in the name of... whatever